Your Love is Unkind

The "L" Word

Subin continued sleeping all evening and it took everything not to accept his offer. My back felt stiff from sitting the entire day on the wooden chair next to his bed. But He wouldn't let go of my hand and I couldn't bring myself to pull away.

I began to doze off, ignoring the stress built up in my body. When Subin tugs hard at my arm and knocks me off my balance. I gasp, waking out of my trance and landing on the floor like a cat, paws first.

" I could use that ramen now", He suggest childishly.

I never really cooked for anyone but myself. Other than Byungchan I hadn't had the chance to show off my chef skills. As I stood over the burner every once in a while Subin would creep up behind me. Sometimes he'd place his hand in my back pocket and give my butt a squeeze. Other times he'd lean in and breath right next to my ear.

He attempted to provoke me but I promised myself I wouldn't give into his temptations. I didn't want to get to know his body tonight. I really wanted to know more about Subin. I needed to break down his walls to understand him.

But he persisted, nibbling away at my earlobe, pressing his body so close to mine I could feel him through his skin tight pants. Subin had kept the same black outfit on and the way his leather pants hugged his legs, accelerated my heart beat.

I continued to make the Ramen, even though my back wasn't the only thing stiff anymore. He continued to seduce me, even going as far as removing my shirt and his own. The heat off his skin sent goosebumps throughout my whole body. His hand reached around my waist and I lost it.

I turned around so quickly I caught the surprised look in his eyes. I knew the only way to get Subin to stop was to take control. I pushed him on his back and onto the bed; I undid the top button on my pants and smirked just like he did. And suddenly he jumped up, just like I knew he would.

"I hungry", He pouts. Completely ignoring the fact that I was ready to do what he had been asking for moments before.