Your Love is Unkind

Light Swtich

The voice behind the door calls out to Subin, "Subiiiiiin, baby, are you ok?" , the concern in his voice infuriates me. "I'll be out soon", He shouts back as he places a trail of kisses on my exposed collar bone. He traces with his pointer finger a messy line up my thigh, bites his lip and pulls away.

It's like he turns on and off like light switch, because just like that he turns around and reaches for the door. A sober Sejun would have let him leave, but in my state I rushed to the door as well.Pulling him back by the waist, making him freeze in his path. Subin loved to tease, but didn't know what to do when the roles were reversed. He didn't try to pull away, but he tried his best to disguise his lust.

I lay his body parallel to the door, and nibbled at his earlobe. I whisper, "You're not leaving me", and he turns himself to face me. I give him space and he begins to slowly remove his shirt. And as much as I want to explore his whole body, I won't. Instead I found satisfaction in what I would do next.

"I'm leaving you," I proudly declare and walk out the bathroom, immediately regretting it. But knowing it was the best decision and realizing that Subin could only break my heart. Just like it would break the tall strangers heart if he knew what just went down.

But how long could I really stay away from Subin?