Ruling The Senator's Son (High Class Issue Series #2)

Chapter 32

Chapter 32: Presence

"Wow, hindi ko naman alam na pati listahan ng mga namatay sa ospital ay kailangan mo pang puntahan para lang makahanap ng clue" Archi said and drank his beer, I shook my head because it's already midnight and here we are drinking all of a sudden.

Hindi na kami lumabas ng bahay dahil mas prefer namin dito kaysa naman sa maingay na club na panigurado akong marami nanamang bibingwitin na babae itong si Orcus, the tables turned already and I'm not entertaining women anymore.

"I have to look for possibilities and found out that the person Aly is looking was already dead three years ago" I can hear the frustration in Orcus' voice, sino ba kasing hindi maiinis na ang inutos ko sa kanyang hanapin ng limang taon ay patay na pala.

I felt a heavy slam on my chest to know that Sienna is already gone and I have no idea because she disappeared after she found out that I played her and I'm not the father of her child.

"But what is the reason of her brain hemorrhage?" Archi said and I can feel that he's looking at me with a straight face, he's trying to analyze my actions but I don't have the strength to give him a glimpse because I'm already overthinking.

Suddenly, this night became a silent one with a noisy thinking inside of me. Hindi ko na mapigilan ang pagbuntong-hininga na para bang may sumasakal sa aking leeg, panay rin ang himas ko sa batok ko na para bang hindi nakukuha ng isipan ko ang mga nangyayare.

"I don't even know, man...kinuha ko na kaagad ang file na 'yan atsaka sa dami ng pasensya nila ay matatandaan pa ba nila kung bakit nag-karoon ng bleeding sa ulo ni Sienna Gallegos?" Orcus rest his back on the chair while shutting his eyes for a second. Humigpit ang hawak ko sa beer can at saglitang tumingin sa folder na hindi ko na ninais na buksan pang muli.

Why do I feel like I'm supposed to be there with you?

Why do I feel heavy knowing that you're already dead?

Did I just waste time finding a person who's already dead?

Fuck! On these past years you disappeared and I was harsh on you, you think mababawi ko pa lahat 'yun ngayon na wala ka na?

Sienna Gallegos, do you think I really mean to do that?

"Why are you not talking there...you're the one who pushed her away, are you feeling the guilt already?" Archielle asked the reason why I raised a brow on him trying to be this villain in front of them.

Being a villain is not my weakness, being visible is the weak one.

"I don't want to answer that Archi... I'm full of thoughts about the company and this kiddo reported that after finding the woman for five years, turns out that she's already dead. I'm not that affected"

I felt my system against on what I said, ako lang naman ang may kakayahan na mag-sinungaling sa sarili ko. I'm the villain of my own life and it's fun to play with myself because I can see how weak I am and good at pretending.

"Wow, still a villain I see" Orcus teased the reason why I threw a can on him and he forget to dodge on it.

Narinig ko ang pag-papakawala ng malalim na hininga ni Archi na dahilan para tumalim ang tingin ko sa kanya at nakita kong malalim niya akong pinag-mamasdan na dahilan para mag-pakawala ako ng isang ngisi para hindi niya mapansin kung ano ba talaga ang nararamdaman ko.

"Stop holding into something Aly...accept that you're the one who invade and made the woman miserable" my forehead creased on Archi's blame on me, why would I confess that it's my fault that Sienna is already death?