Chapter 37: Beside
"Aly, you're supposed to be at your house then why are you doing here?!" Donya Ariella, mom is filling my ears again with her irritating tone, it's not a worried tone at all because her voice is making me rip my ears. Still not in my sense but tried to be in Monreal Fields, I can feel the heaviness of my body and also the ache of my head.
I stayed in Sienna's grave till dawn, the rain didn't stop that time and I just let myself soaked in the rain because I still want to be with Sienna.
Still messy and unrecognizable as the boss of Monreal fields because of what is happening, I coldly took a glance at my mother who is worried and irritated at the same time. I didn't give a word on her and enter my office to start this fucking day pretending and forcing myself.
"Aly! Go back to your home now, you look pale and sick!"
"Look at you!"
Her voice pisses me and I can't help but to just sigh, I didn't listen to her because I don't listen to anyone anymore. I lost everything but still I want to recover my anxiety attacks, it's funny that despite the happenings in my life I choose to fight on it but until when?
Sienna is gone and you think I can fight the battle on myself?
"You look messy! Hindi mo ba alam na mas lalo mong pinapahirapan ang sarili mo, bakit ba baliw na baliw ka sa babaeng 'yan e' wala naman siyang kwenta atsaka patay na siya tatlong taon na"
"Don't start woman, don't ever say that Sienna is nothing. You lost your son already and still pointing out the mistake to someone that is clearly your fault" a dead ambiance came to her the reason why she gulped, my stare on her is deadly and I can't feel anymore as I look at my mother.
Matatawag pa ba siyang isang nanay kung sinasaktan niya ang anak niya?
"I-It's not my fault...it's Marion's fault! It's their family's point--"
"How funny that you're still playing the victim, you lost me already but still holding your pride. You're already old but still an immature one" I mumbled and all of a sudden she slammed the table the reason why all of the folders fell.
My forehead creased and I saw her raging "Dahan-dahan ka sa pananalita mo Aly! Nanay mo pa rin ako!" she raged the reason why I shook my head and stood up to pick all the folders on the floor.
"Why are you blaming me?! Hindi mo ba alam kung gaano ako nasaktan nung nalamang niloko ako ng tatay mo?! Why are you siding that woman instead of me, nasaktan ka rin nung niloko ka ng daddy mo pero ako pa ang mali?!"
"Ako na nga ang nasaktan pero ako pa rin ang mali?!"
She's shouting inside my office and I'm just being nothing because I'm tired already arguing her shitty past, siya nalang ata ang hindi nakakalimot sa ginawa sa kanya ng tatay ko.
My family is not perfect and stable at all even though we have the wealth, mga ma-pride kasi ang mga magulang ko kaya suko na rin ako.
"I left you because seeing your dad is a disgrace! May pamilya na siya pero lumandi pa siya sa mas bata at nag-aaral pa!"
"Shut up already, walang magagawa ang pag-sigaw mo dahil tulungan ng lumayo ang loob ko sa'yo. You better go back in Spain already, sapat na ang pananatili mo dito--"
I hard slapped is what I felt the reason why I clenched my jaw and blankly stared at my mom who is hurt because of the truth I said.
"Wala kang karapatang sabihin sa akin 'yan! Hindi mo alam kung ano ang dinanas mo sa tatay mo, sinaktan ako ng daddy mo!"
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