My soldier in Neverland (Jack Barakat)

Chapter 7

                                                                                                *Back to real life*

Brook: Its ok ill give you mine! 

I email Jack this because I don't want him to feel like I neglected him. I just forgot to tell him that I was going out with my sister.

Jack: Not to be rude but WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO SEND IT TO ME!!! or are you just teasing me?!

Ha that made me laugh. 

Brook: Do you ever CHECK YOUR PHONE!!! Or was that not your real number?!

I send him a mocking response.

Jack: YAY now we can text each other!!!

My phone buzzes next to me, I unlock it and see his text. It reads so what should your seceret code name be on my phone! Ha I imagine him like a 13 year old girl ready to gossip. I text him back TinkerBell and ask him what he should be called on mine. He texts back Skunk.

Me: Why skunk, do you smell really bad?!

Him: No that is just what my friends call me, why should you be called TinkerBell?!

I really don't want to go into details tonight so I just say that she is my favorite. We talk for a little while longer and I told him that I might fall asleep at any moment and that I have been feeling really tired lately, its probably because I just took my SAT and my finals in school this week. This weekend is my graduation, I realized this week that I would be the oldest of the Senoirs to graduate, ugh I'm three years older than everyone in my class! I wonder if they anounce ages or anything, I bet I see a lot of shocked faces because I look like a freaking twig! For a girl my age I have a childs body, nothing that a normal girl would have. 

I go to sleep in the middle of mine and Jacks conversation. I have a nightmare, I get this nightmare around the time I have to go get a checkup to see if my breast cancer has came back yet. It goes something like this. Im in the cold halls of the hospital, I look down and see my green TinkerBell dress but this time its not fitted it hangs loose on the cancer's body. I start to walk looking into windows, when on the window leading into a room filled with young teenagers all jumping up and down and singing along to a faceless band. I have the erge to break the window and go have fun with them, when I see my reflection in the window. Im sickly pale blue and and my head is shaved, I feel what should be my heart beating but its just the drums in the room. Then I take my cold fingers and reach into my dress to find nothing there, they must of had to cut my breasts off to make sure the cancer was gone. I was fine with this what I wasn't fine with was the hole where my heart was suppost to be. I scream and bang on the windows but they never break.

I wake up in cold sweats and someone talking into my ear. 

" Whats wrong! Please tell me what is wrong TinkerBell please stop screaming and tell me what is happening!"  I don't recognise the voice until I look at the caller ID its Jack!

"Hello?"  I say with a sob stuck in my throat.

"What just happend? You called me a-a-and you..." I cut him off before he could gather his thoughts.

"Let me guess I was singing and then I burst into a screaming fit?"  I already know the answer because that is how Blondie said it went every time I had the stupid god awful nightmare.

"Yes what just happened?" He seems concered now but if he knew what it was about he would laugh.

"I had a nightmare, I'm truely sorry I must have left my phone open and called you on accident. I know we had a rule about this."