Roommates //Changlix

Part 18

*Changbin's Pov*

When I wake up, my arms are around Felix, hugging him as he sleeps. His head is on my chest. Laying like this with him makes me feel happy. I wish I could lay with him like this more often.

As friends of course. I don't like Felix in a romantic way... We're friends and I'm peefectly happy with that.

And my dad would disown me if I was gay. I'm not against gay people or being gay, I'm just not gay.

My phone goes off, distracting me from my thoughts.

Mom:
Are you still coming to lunch today?

Me:
Sure.

Mom:
Okay, I'll tell your father.

Today I'm going to lunch with my parents to meet one their friend's daughter. She's the same age as me.

We're going to lunch at 11. I look at the time on my phone and see that it's only 8:30.

I put my phone down and stare at Felix as he sleeps.

He looks so peaceful and cute.

My phone goes off again and I immediately frown. Was I smiling?

Momo:
Hey Binnie, do you have any plans today?

Me:
I'm going to lunch at 11 with my parents. They want me to meet a girl. Why?

Momo:
Oh wow! That's great, I hope you guys work out, I already ship you. And I was just wondering. I haven't seen you in a long time. I was going to ask if you wanted to hang out with me but I guess you already have plans. 😏

Me:
I don't even know her name, how can you already ship us?

Momo:
You guys are so cute.

Me:
What? How can you say that when you don't know anything about her.

Momo:
I have to go, but later, I expect that you'll tell me everything about her. I want a picture of her too. Better yet, I want to meet her! Oh I can't wait for you guy's wedding.

Me:
Okay, I'm going to go. Bye.

I put my phone down and shake my head at Momo.

"Hey Felix, wake up," I say. I watch him as he slowly opens his eyes. He lifts his head and out faces are only inches apart. His cheeks turn a light shade of pink and quickly sit up. I sit up next to him.

"H-hey Changbin," Felix says and I laugh a little.

"Hey Felix," I smile, amused. "You know, if I recall correctly, last night you said that you didn't want to cuddle with me, but you fell asleep half way through the movie, and when I tried to get up to go to my bed, you made me lay down next to you."

"What? I don't remember that," Felix says confused.

"I remember it. If you wanted to cuddle with me, you could've just said so," I smirk and Felix blushes. It's fun to tease him.

"Well I'm gonna go take a shower," I say
go into the bathroom.

After I take a shower, Felix takes a shower then leaves to meet up with his friends.

When he leaves, I decide to do my homework then go to my friend's house before lunch.

"Hey Changbin," Chris lets me into his house.

"Hey," I say and go into his living room to sit on his couch. He's watching a movie that's almost over. I eat some snacks and we watch the rest of the movie.

"So, how's your crush?" Chris asks me, turning off his TV.

"What crush?" I ask, looking at him.

"You know... Felix is it?" Chris asks, looking at me.

"Oh Felix? He's not my crush, I don't like him," I say and sit back.

"Oh come on, you always talk about him," Chris says. "Wooyoung and Yeonjun told me that you guys kissed too."

"Only because Wooyoung dared me to," I say.

"Oh come on, just admit that you like him," Chris smiles.

"I really don't like him like that, I like him as a friend" I say. "Plus, I'm straight."

"That's what they all say," Chris says smiling even wider.

"Seriously, even I did like him, my dad would literally disown me," I say.

"Yeah I know, but I think that if you like Felix, you should tell him, maybe he likes you back."

"I don't have anything to tell him because I don't like him," I say, getting slightly annoyed.

"One day you'll know that I'm right, I can already imagine your wedding," Chris says.

"Imagine it all you want, it's never gonna happen, now I gotta go," I stand up and walk away, ignoring what Chris says.

****
As my dad talks about business, I think about what Chris said earlier.

I don't like Felix like that...

My heartbeat only speeds up when I see him, and I feel happy when we fall asleep watching movies and wake up cuddling. And I wish I could cuddle with him every night. Sometimes I wish I could just kiss him and hold his hand. I wish we could go on dates-

I can't like Felix like that! Why am I thinking like this? I'm straight! Not gay!

"Oh she's here!" My mom says excitedly and I sigh relieved. I look to see a pretty girl walking over to our table. My heart flutters when I see her. She's so pretty.

"Hi, I'm Kim Sihyeon," the girl smiles at me.

"Nice to meet you, I'm Seo Changbin," I say, mesmerized by her beauty.