Roommates //Changlix

Part 30

*Changbin's POV*

The last week has been torture. First of all, I really miss Felix. I've wanted to text him or call him, but I don't know what to say.

And I've also been really busy, my dad has been giving me a bunch of work to do. And he still thinks I'm dating Sihyeon, so he let's me take breaks to take her out. It turns out that she also loves someone else, but we plan to tell our parents about that later. She knows that I like Felix, and she knows how my dad feels about gay people. She's helping me to make a plan about how to tell my dad.

"Well what's the worst that could happen? He kicks you out?" Sihyeon says through the phone.

"You have no idea," I say and shudder at the thought of what could happen after I tell my dad that I'm gay, and dating a boy.

My phone dings and I look at it; it's a text from my mom.

Mom:
We're leaving now.

Mom:
You're still coming right? 

Me:
Yeah, I'll leave now.

"Anyways I gotta go Sihyeon," I say and sigh.

"Okay, have fun at dinner," Sihyeon says cheerfully.

"Nothing is fun with my dad," I say. "But goodnight."

"Goodnight," Sihyeon says and hangs up.

To be honest, I really don't want to go to dinner, but my dad will be mad at me if I don't go.

Before I get up, I look around my room. It's still full of boxes. Even though I moved in a couple of weeks ago, I still haven't unpacked. I regret moving out the dorm I shared with Felix. I miss seeing him every night and occasionally watching movies with him. I miss seeing him sleeping every time I had to wake up early to go out.

But most of all, I miss Felix. I miss Felix so much, and not just because he's in Australia right now. I've barely seen him for weeks. I just wanna be close to him and never leave him or hurt him again.

I look over to my night stand at my snorlax plushie that Felix gave me. I was tempted to leave it behind at the dorm, but I just couldn't.

"C'mon Changbin," I say to myself. If I don't leave now, I will be late, and I don't wanna deal with that.

*Felix's Pov*

"Cmon Felix, let's go!" My little sister says excitedly and pulls me out of my room. "Mom and dad are already in the car!"

"Okay, okay, I'm coming," I say and smile at my younger sister.

This whole week, I haven't stopped thinking about Changbin. And our kiss before I left. I wonder what he's doing right now. I've wanted to talk to him, but I don't know what to say.

I hope that he's actually changed his mind about us and isn't going to leave me again. He wouldn't do that though..

...I hope.

"We're gonna have so much fun at the amusement park," my little sister says excitedly, bringing me out of my thoughts thankfully. I need to stop doubting Changbin.

"I know! I can't wait!" I say and smile widely. It's been almost forever since the last time I went to the amusement park here.

We get outside and see our parents in the car waiting for us.

Even though I've been here for a week, I still tend to smile when the four of us are together again. I have an older sister, but she's studying abroad in America, I wish she was here.

"Took you guys long enough, my mom jokes to the two of us as we get in the backseat of the car.

"I was trying to get Felix out of the house, but he wasn't listening, I had to pull him out here," my sister says and my dad starts driving.

"What? I was listening to you, I was just getting ready," I say.

"I called your name 4 times before you finally replied to me," she says.

"Really? I don't remember that," I say confusedly.

"Of course you don't," my sister playfully rolls her eyes. "You've been doing that a lot since you got here."

"I have not," I say.

"Oh yes you have, honey," my mom says to me.

"What? No."

"It's okay Felix, you probably just something important on your mind," my mom smirks at me. "Is there a certain someone you've been thing about?"

"Oh no, no," I say quickly, but I feel my cheeks heat up.

"You are so lying," my sister says.

"I am not," I say, my cheeks getting even hotter. My family doesn't know that I like a boy, and I don't know how they would react.

"Whose this special person? And when will we get to meet them?" My mom asks excitedly. 

"There is nobody!" I say defensively.

"Okay fine," my says playfully, but I know that she knows that I'm lying. But I don't wanna tell them now. I'll them later. I promise!

After a while, we finally arrive at the park. We pay for our tickets and enter. We go on a few rides before my sister wants something to eat, so my parents take her to get some food while I find a table and sit. I go on my phone go text Hyunjin when someone shouts my name. I can just tell by the voice who it is. My heart beat immediately speeds up.

"Felix?! Is that actually you??" I look up to see the one and only Song Yuqi. My first love.

I really haven't updated this story in so long. I'm trying to get better at updating, but it's hard to figure out what to write, I think it'll be easier from now one though. I'll try to update again soon though. Also I didn't edit this chapter, so there might be some mistakes.
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