"What are you doing?" I ask Changbin when we get outside.
Why did he pull me away from Yugyeom, it's not like he was jealous.
Right...?
Suddenly Changbin puts his face right in front of mine. My heartbeat immediately speeds up. Is he gonna kiss me? Does he like me?
I get really excited and lean in to kiss him when he suddenly lets go of me.
"I have a girlfriend," Changbin says so quiet I almost don't hear it.
I feel my heart break into pieces.
I never knew he had a girlfriend. Well now I know why he didn't kiss me on the Ferris wheel.
"Wh-Why didn't you t-tell me?" I ask, holding in my tears. "Why did you almost kiss me on the Ferris wheel?"
"I don't know, it was all a mistake. I'm not gay, I'll never be gay, ever," Changbin says coldly.
I feel my heart break even more, which I didn't know was possible.
How could I ever be so stupid to think that Changbin would ever like me.
Suddenly someone punches Changbin in the face.
"Don't you ever come near Felix again! You don't deserve his love! Go away," I watch in horror as Changbin walks away with his head down. He didn't even fight back.
"I'm so sorry Felix, you don't deserve to get treated like that," the guy that I recognize the guy as Yugyeom says.
Yugyeom then hugs me and I cry into his shoulder.
Why is he being so nice to me? We didn't even meet half an hour ago.
But I feel safe in his embrace.
"Come on, let's get out of here," Yugyeom says. I nod slowly and wipe the tears away from my face.
Yugyeom takes my hand and leads me to what I assume is his car. We go back to the school in silence.
I can't help but think of Changbin.
Why didn't he fight back? Why did he never tell me he had a girlfriend? Why was he so cold to me?
*Changbin's Pov*
I hold in my tears until I get to my car. Then I start crying. My heart is broken.
But what else was I supposed to do??
My dad saw pictures of me and Felix, from when we were holding hands and running in the rain, when we were on the Ferris wheel and almost kissed. And more from when we went out into public together.
I hate to break Felix's heart. But I had to. I had no choice. My dad threatened to take everything away from me and send me to Military school.
It's better off like this anyway. Felix deserves someone better. I wipe away my tears as I drive away.
Sorry, this chapter is really sad. Please don't hate me. 😅
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Roommates //Changlix
De TodoFelix and his friend, Hyunjin, start their first year at college. His roommate is Changbin, who is a year older than him. What will happen when they meet?