Ganster's Squad

Chapter 63: Steps.

Yoongi was getting ready for the meeting between him and his parents. Antonio and Angie were right, he had to give them the opportunity to explain themselves without loosing his temper. Angie was watching him carefully, with love in her eyes.

"You're so cute I want to die."

Yoongi smiled in the mirror and turned to her. "I love you so much I want to give you the moon."

"I love you too."Angie walked towards him and kissed him.

"I'd wish you'd be there with me."

"I know baby. But this is something you need to talk yourselves out."

Yoongi sighted, he wanted her with him. She was his rock, his pillar of sanity. If he wouldn't have met her, his life would have been empty and lonely. Not to mention, he probably wouldn't even talk to his parents. "You make me so happy. I could burst out."

Angie pinched his cheek. "You make me happy too. Now go before you're late."

"I have a surprise for you when I come back."

Angie giggled. "I can't wait. Don't forget, be nice. Try not to lose your temper, listen to them and you'll be fine."

Yoongi was planning on doing exactly that. The last thing he wanted was to disappoint her.

Becky was in the bar. Ever since the killings, the bar didn't have that many customers. She didn't blame Shownu, not since he actually called Natasha and explained the situation. If Natasha said it was ok what he did, she couldn't argue with that. She understood why Jimin reacted that way. Considering Minso's past, she might've done the same thing.

"Hard day?" Hoseok asked.

"Very. It's weird you know? Not having Natasha here. It feels empty and lifeless."

"I would feel the same way if Namjoon decided one day to leave. She is as important to you, as he is for us." He tucked her air behind her ear.

"Things just gets complicated as time passes. Will it ever be as it was before?"

Hoseok looked down at his feet. He didn't want things to go back to how they were. He was in pain, his heart broken and he didn't see any chances of happiness. "I don't want it that way. I have you now, I don't regret it."

Becky hugged him. "I love you." She finally said it in a loud voice.

Hoseok smiled. He couldn't tell her that she already told him, he didn't want to make her feel ashamed. "I love you too. I always loved you. From the first moment I saw you. I was disappointed when your parents told me you moved out."

"I know. I'm sorry."

"It's not your fault baby. I wish I would've done something."

Becky shrugged. "You couldn't. I had to realize first what was happening to me. Your help, would've only made me hate you."

Hoseok hugged her and closed his eyes. "Speaking of your parents, you have to talk to them."

Becky took a deep breath. She didn't want to talk to them. "No." She took a step back and started cleaning the bar. Minho had left already, and it gave her something else to do.

Hoseok rubbed his head. "I know you don't want to. I understand that. I think that it would be better to sort this mess with them too."

"They hate me." she stated bluntly. "I don't want to see them."

"I'm sure they don't hate you."

Becky stopped what she was doing at looked at him. "If you want them to know about me, you go and talk to them. They hate me, I hate them, all is good in the world."

"You should give them the chance to explain themselves."

Becky threw to the wall the glass she was holding. "Explain? What the fuck is there to explain? They said I wasn't their daughter as their precious monster was rotting in a cell because of me. Do tell me how I should forgave them for turning a blind eye at my pain?" She was shaking with rage. Even though Hoseok was partially right, she couldn't see them. She couldn't forgave them either. "They were supposed to protect me. Not him."

Hoseok tried to calm her down, he didn't succeed. He hated himself for fucking up the things again. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have mentioned it."

Becky sighted. "It's ok. I understand family is important for you. At least your family loves you and they took care of you. Mine just left me to fend for myself. They weren't there when I needed them, they don't get to be here with me now either. I don't need them anymore. I live my life perfectly fine without them."

Hoseok walked towards her, unsure if she will return his hug. To his surprise she did. "You can borrow my family. They adore you, and my sister never shuts up about you."

Becky smiled. "I like them too. They are so precious. Maybe I can go out shopping with your sister. You know, to bond."

"She would love that." Hoseok knew she would end up being his bride. It was only normal he wanted her to bond with his family. He also made a plan to search for them to have a talk with her parents. He didn't want to believe they were so toxic.