Ganster's Squad

Chapter 64: Hoseok's inquiry.

Jungkook was in his room thinking of a way to make Kara call Natasha. By what Yoongi told them, Namjoon was going back to the person he was when they first met him. A person that was driven by his own demons, not caring how much his soul was hurting. Namjoon used his work as an excuse to stop himself from feeling anything.

Kara came out of the bathroom, a towel wrapped around her. Her hair was wet. His chest hurt seeing how beautiful she was.

Kara smirked. "See something you like?"

"I like everything about you." He fake pouted. He was on a mission, he couldn't get himself distracted.

"What happened Kookie? Why are you upset?"

Jungkook looked at her with his doey eyes. "It's Namjoon. He scares me. He is on some suicide mission. He will get himself killed, and all I can do is to watch him do it."

Kara sighted, she had the same feeling. "I don't know what we can do to help him."

That's all what Jungkook needed. He pouted some more, crossing his arms on his chest. "Unfortunately the only person that can help him is out of reach."

"You're thinking of Natasha?"

Jungkook shrugged avoiding her eyes. "Maybe."

"Do you think if Natasha was here, things would be better?" She took her towel off and started dressing in her pj's.

"It couldn't hurt. We have to try. I don't want to lose him."

Kara knew what Namjoon meant for the boys. She didn't want to see her Kookie upset. She took her phone out and called Natasha. "What's up bish?"

"Kara, what a surprise. What do you want?"

"Get your ass home. Fun is over. Reality called, she needs you." Kara could hear Natasha's laugh.

"You're funny. What happened?"

"Bish, I'm not going to explain myself. There is someone here that needs you. We all need you."

"If this is about Namjoon I don't..."

"Bitch, did I ask for your opinion? Move your ass home or I'll drag you."

"I guess I could return."

"Finally you saw the light at the end of the tunnel."

Natasha laughed again."I was already planning on coming back home. This place is boring the shit out of me."

"I knew you couldn't stay away from all this action." Kara ended the call happy that she did something good.

Jungkook quickly typed to the group that Natasha agreed to come back, jumped from the bed and started kissing her.

"What's this for?" She asked between kisses.

"Can't I love my girlfriend?" He asked undressing her. "You smell so good."

Kara laughed and she let Jungkook to seduce her body, mind and heart.

Hoseok returned home from the bar. He was still thinking if it was worth it to look into her parents. The last thing he wanted was to open a can of worms.

"Weren't you with Becky?" Jin asked as he descended the stairs.

"I was. I'm conflicted." Hoseok took a bottle of water from the fridge.

"About what?" Jin asked giving him an empty glass.

"I want her to talk to her parents. I don't know if that is a great idea."

Jin took a seat in front of him. "What's the story behind it?"

Hoseok started to play with the bottle and told him everything about her parents. "I don't know what to do."

"Don't do anything." Jin shrugged. "By what you have told me, they're not even worth mentioning. Leave them be. Becky is better off without them."

"You think?"

"It's not my place to say. Wouldn't you do the same?"

"Probably."

"Besides, she might not be ready yet. These type of things tend to take a while to heal."

Hoseok was thankful for having Jin as a friend. He might be the funniest weirdo from them all, he was always there when he was needed. "Thank you."

Jin wanted to say something else, when he heard someone knock at the door. He got up to open it and he was shocked to see Shownu carrying Namjoon inside. His leg was bleeding. "What the hell happened?"

Shownu shifted Namjoon so that Jin and Hoseok could take him in his room. "We had a tip about a gang who was starting a mutiny. He wanted to take a part in it. But this idiot got into the open and got himself shot. We took care of the wound, just take him to bed."

"If I'm an idiot then you're a fucking psychopath." Namjoon said through gritted teeth. His wound still hurt him and the pills did not make it easier.

"I might be a psychopath, but I'm not the one on a suicide mission. We're done. You're not coming with me anymore. Not until you get your shit together." Shownu left before Namjoon had a chance to throw a fit.

Jin and Hoseok carried Namjoon to his room and put him on the bed. Jin was fumming. "What the hell is in that thick head of yours?"

"Don't tell me you're trying to scold me now." Namjoon smirked.

Jin ran his hand through his hair. "I understand that you are hurting, but this is ridiculous. You're acting like child. Since when are you this reckless?"

Hoseok patted Jin on the shoulder. "Joonie, I know that you have this desire to feel something else instead of the pain you feel inside, but this is not a solution." He tried to reason with him.

"Get out. I'm tired and the leg is killing me."

"If you pull this again, I'll shoot you in the other leg." Jin spitted out. "Get your act together. I'm done with all the shit you're doing to yourself."

After the guys left, Namjoon sighted. It was easy for them to speak. They didn't know how it felt to have your heart ripped out from your chest. The thing that frustrated him the most, was the impossibility to fight back. The frustration was eating him alive. Hoseok was right. He wanted to feel something else. He wanted to feel alive again. The thrill of a chase made it bearable for a while. Jin was right, he was reckless and it wasn't a good idea.