Ooookay this is short because well the next part will be longer but I hope everyone enjoys this and soon I will update all the other chapters that you guys asked about I just been in a writers block lately so read on
P.s soon the change sequel (exchange) will be out so stay tuned because I plan to drop it this week
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When the lights are off im not scared to hold his hand or kiss him as he tells me how much he loves me
How beautiful i am
Yet when they're on everything changes and i hate that
He can't look me in the eyes or say i love you because he's scared that society would judge us
"Kook honey you deserve someone who isn't ashamed to love you im so fucking mad that he keeps you as his secret yet dates around with girls to keep his image ugh what a coward" jin said as he styled my hair
"Right like why do you put up with that kooks your beautiful you could have anyone yet you choose him" hoseok but in next picking out a haircut from the style book
"Ok hop off his dick he's in love and when your in love you do shit that you never think you'd ever do listen I would kill to be in love but hey im a love whore so love isn't something that exists in my life only for a split second really" yoongi said next taking his newly dyed hair from under the big dyer
My friends were right im wasting my life on a man who probably doesn't see me as more than just a quick fuck he gets whenever he wants but when we were together it never felt like that if anything it felt like he loved me just as much as i did him
The shop door opened revealing three guys i never seen come into the place before one was tall with platinum hair and dimples, the next one was a bit short yet muscular hair dark brown with orange highlights and last but not least their friend
He was beyond my imagination someone so beautiful couldn't exist is what i thought as we made eye contact "taehyung hey babes i see you brought some new customers here take a seat while i finish up over here"
"Ok but like the brunette is hot as fuck jungkook hop on that" hoseok whispered to me making my face turn beet red yet i never had enough confidence to approach him
The whole time i stole little glances admiring how graceful he was before quickly turning my head when his would turn in my direction
Once jin was done with us yoongi walked up to them tapping the shorter guy he was a bit confused yet he didn't question him "do you believe in love at first sight? Or should i walk by again?"
The boy giggled "real fucking smooth yoongles your going to scare him away" hoseok laughed but what he said worked since he got his number
"Wait you" i heard as we were about to walk out the guy with curly brown hair came to me "tell me your name" he said which resulted in me stuttering like a fool
"J-jungkook" smiling he moves my bangs out of my face then he hands me a paper with something written on it
"Call me when you want something fun"
After that was said those words echoed in my head for days until i finally gave into my curiosity agreeing to meet him somewhere quiet
I just hoped that he could live up to what he said because i needed get things off my chest and relieve the stress i had since it was time for me to stand up for myself,
To finally hit the lights
