There wont be any smut scenes so i wont include whose top or bottom in this sorry but if that bother you then just skip this
P.s there may be triggering things along the way so please be cautious 💜
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Day by day went past as i succumbed to taehyung
I have to say it was better than what I expected at times i thought that this nice guy act would stop at any minute then he would show me the real evil him but he hasn't swaying my biased opinions
Many hours of the night he would disappear to god knows where being secretive about his whereabouts and when he comes home taehyung would hold me quietly not really speaking about what went on if anything his expression was always blank
Sometimes depressed
At times i catch myself wanting to be more for him than just a warm mouth
I wanted him to confide in me somehow trust me more maybe tell me about all his thoughts that went running wild in his head
Then again why would he?
To him im just a ex cop who knows nothing of what a notorious criminal like him goes through
"Jungkook the boss would like you to come to his office" i nodded following jimin
These past couple of months i got quite acquainted with everyone yet for some odd reason this place started to feel like a home to me
Once we reached the office i heard loud yells of pain on the other side of the door rushing in instantly i get ready to fight scared that those screams belonged to tae but it was none other someone I considered a close friend
Taemin
"Ah there goes my baby cmere bun" taehyung smiled brightly before he pulled me closer by the waist soft lips initiating a vehement kiss i could tell taemin was wondering what the hell was going on
"Tae w-what is all of this?" I asked worried about the sadistic grin that painted his face when he would get like this there was always a crazy catch behind it "i thought we were after minho what does taemin have to do with anything?"
Lighting a cigarette gracefully he walks to taemin staring at him with a blank expression as the other men in the room started to back up in fear "go on and tell him or who knows where i put this cigarette out since you see I don't own a ash tray"
Taemin teared up somewhat pleading with the angry man as his life depended on the information he knew "jungkook i swear i-" his words were cut short by the palm of taehyung's hand slamming into his flushed skin leaving a nasty mark that would soon turn into an ugly purple
Frustratingly taking a puff of his putrid nicotine i flinched at the sight nonetheless i was curious at the mystery in the air "that's not what we discussed lee i want the truth no lies cause so help me god what I'll do next wont be as nice nor pretty"
Turning into a sobbing mess the tortured boy gave up blurting out everything that he knew "minho is staying in his home town where he's moving drugs in his families warehouse but i swear i never knew he was the cause of you losing your family kookie please believe me i-i'm so sorry"
My heart ached at the scene before me next taehyung scowled holding up his gun to taemin's temple "oh cut it with the scaredy cat act and say your last fucking words"
Walking to them i stop him needing to know more "wait you say that you didn't know but why are you telling me all this i mean aren't you still in love with him?"
Taemin opened his eyes "because your family to me what happened had nothing to do with me in all honesty and I can't just give up on the bond we have you've been through so much for so long now fuck the love that i have for him your way more important"
"He's a liar and i don't really like liars!" Taehyung growled going to pull the trigger smiling at the panicking that came from taemin yet again i stopped him
"He's not tae! Put down your gun or i swear i'll leave this place not once looking back" for a moment it was as if he was having a battle within himself but in the end he lowered his gun eyes clearly filled with rage kicking the poor chair that was next to him before leaving the room
I untied taemin embracing him telling him that he'll be safe because now i could get my revenge
Together we could all finally end this mess
Hours later after catching up cautiously I approached the bedroom scared to see taehyung it was eating me up thinking that he would still be angry with me
Maybe now he'll reveal his true intentions is what I thought as I twisted the door knob but still what i got in return was him sadly staring at the rain as hot tears cascading down his solemn cheeks
Hurriedly i hug him and when he does it back the tears i was holding back myself started to well up "i've been thinking" he said softly looking down at me "it's time you leave me since I practically forced you here so if you want to arrest me then go ahead I won't put up a fight anymore"
What he said was what i've been trying to do for years chasing him endlessly so i could get the big case i always wanted along with a nice cup of vengeance however that was the old me
Now all i wanted was him
"Nonsense how could you say that after all we've been through huh?!" I said which made him pull away from my hold
"Why do you have to be so naive?" Tae said in frustration "maybe that was my fault from spoiling you too much" he shook his head chuckling through his tears "can't you see that i'm no good for you jungkook! i-i can't give you a child nor can I promise to keep you out of harm's way everything i touch becomes shattered and I don't think i could ever live with myself if i was the cause of your early demise now leave me!"
Hearing such pain in his voice tore my heart apart for many years and until this day i blamed myself for what happened to eunha when i had nothing to do with it of course it relives me yet i know it could never bring her back
"I can choose for myself taehyung and so what you can't give me a shitty white picket fence or kids i don't care about any of those things all i care about is your well being so don't tell me to run away when you already made me fall so deeply in love with you"
"Bu-" he protested yet i interrupted "when you love another you accept their everything flaws, scars, even past, i'm willing to let down my walls if only you'd do the same to and for me in return"
The frown on his face turned into a sad smile as he kissed me eyes softening "so your giving your all to me now?" I nodded holding his much larger hand that planted itself onto my cheek "are you sure that you trust me with your life?"
Now that was a good question
Did i trust him with my life?
I mean theres still so much that i didn't know about him everything lately was all just so confusing besides the feelings i have for him i knew certainly that i love tae and only him
"You don't have to answer that I understand since many days ago we were at each other throats so take your time and when the right moment comes you'll know your answer for sure" kissing him ever so passionately he led me to our bed
For the rest of the night we talked about everything
His life story, fears, dreams and also most of the secrets he swore to take to his grave as i did the same hoping something like this could never end
Yet time was never on our side
When i woke up in the morning taehyung was no where to be found
