This one might be a little short but the next part will be longer
Another thing the song for this one is losing you by wonho i miss my boy and everyone please stan him he deserves it
Words:726
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Hold me closer
Don't let me go over
Hold me closer
I always wondered how long our love would last but it seems that lately it was fading
Jungkook didn't love me anymore and i think that maybe it was the same for me
I just didn't want to let go hell I couldn't help but think about all the memories we made, all the times we laughed happily together, and especially all the i love you's
I was losing that love yet there was nothing i could do about that
"we need to talk"
Umm lock it away
Keep my heart at your place
Pull me closer
"Lets just save the speech I already know what you want i can tell by the way you've been acting" i said barely a whisper and he frowned
"Im sorry baby but we need a break this isn't the same anymore and its killing me"
Seven years
I gave this man seven years of my life which i never regretted because they were the happiest
I just wished that it could be more
"It's time to end this" he said tears welling up in both of our eyes scared that if we really let go
There was no turning back
Cause anytime or place I'd be your sheild
When you feel
Like you aint got the fight in you to heal
And when your weak
In defeat
I need you to know
"I-im not ready kookie I don't think i could just let what we had go like this yeah I've been unhappy but we can work through this we have to work through this" i pleaded almost begging
I changed my mind
No matter what he says I'll stay
I'll forget this awful attack and fight back for what I've been fighting for all these years
I can't just let go so easily
I just hate that i let myself get prepared for the worst when I shouldn't
"Y-you can't say that tae that's selfish and you know it hurts hearing you say shit like that i had my mind set on this"
"let me let you go" he said sounding almost broken
The rain started to go down harder hitting the windshield almost as if it was hail
We were both crying messes now but I didn't care
"I love you jeon jungkook and i plan to love you until the day i die so please don't leave me like this"
Swerve
Soon jungkook lost control of the wheel and the car started going all over the road i took the time the buckle his seatbelt for him when mines wasn't even on myself
Then i grabbed the wheel trying my best but in reality
It needed my all
Baby i would go to war for you
Build an army if you need me to
Cause losing me is better than losing you
The car flipped over the only thing was heard was the screams that came from jungkook my vision was blurry, body aching in excruciating pain
I couldn't move at all
Maybe this was the end
The end always comes sooner or later
Yet I didn't care for my ending i just hoped that jungkook could find another beginning
Even if it was without me
I just wanted him to be happy
"Taehyung!" He screamed but I couldn't respond if i could i would
"Tae please! im so sorry wake up" he said holding me screaming for help but how could anyone help when nobody was around
Dont you know that i would die for you
If i knew that you would make it through
Cause losing me is better than losing you
"I-im sorry jungkook i-i-" i tried to get out but it was impossible with all the pain and blood coming from me
"Y-you dont have to say it you'll be okay so don't give up on me!" He kissed me and i smiled
"I-I love you" was the last thing i could say before everything went dark
I guess everything does happen for a reason
