It All Started when I was FLUSHED down the TOILET

19 : : Did you see my BAG?

I sniffled so many times but the tears and the mucus would never dry up.

"Why are you crying so much?"Axel asked.

But I blew my nose into my handkerchief to answer him.

"Don't worry this happens all the time."Simon answered for me making Cherrie snuggle into him even more.

"But it's Black Panther, why's she crying so much?"He asked again.

It only made it worse for me so I cried even harder.

"Chadwick...Boseman..."I sniffed pretty hard in between my words.

"He...*sniff*...died...*sob*... last yearrrrr."

My tears burned my cheeks and I felt ridiculed by the asshole next to me.

Chadwick Boseman was only starting out, the man was going places plus he was so young.

2020 wasn't fair to anybody and we were watching the film that made history.

It wasn't fair.

"Oh..."Axe said realizing why I was so hysterical.

He pulled me into his embrace rubbing my back but it made me cry even harder.

"It's okay. Maybe it was his time."

My sobs grew even louder.

"Dude!"Xanny said scolding Axel.

"Life goes on and you'll see even more actors like him."

"But...but he was the best actor."I said raising my head but he pushed it back into his chest, patting the back of it.

"Shhhhh...we all know it's Ryan Reynolds."

My eyes widened and I tried to push away from him.

Fortunately I managed to even if I was high on Lozenges and admittedly a Xannex.

"Blasphemy!"I exclaimed hitting his chest.

He just laughed in return,"I was just joking."

I smiled at this and snuggled back into his arms, stuffing my face with popcorn.

I told Xanny about Axel's leaving and he decided to arrange a movie night at his place immediately.

He got all the snacks, the movies, drinks and even Cherrie to come.

Her mom was still pissed off at her for falling in love with Xanny but she snuck out of her house anyway.

I suddenly had mad respect for her now especially after the way she snuck out. Her house was full of security so it was pretty difficult for her to escape.

The poor girl was practically living in a prison cell before we intervened.

"Okay movie over. What now?"Simon asked removing it during the credits.

"Do we have Deadpool 2?"I asked.

We'd already watched it but I really liked Ryan Reynolds.

"I'm sorry guys but I really have to go."Axel said getting ready to leave.

We all protested.

"What? Why? We've only been here for three hours."Cherrie whined pouting.

The girl was an angel.

"Yeah bro why you leaving so soon?"Xanny said, shocking me.

These two had come such a long way; they hated each other wayyy before they'd met me.

This was progress.

"I have to go home and get some sleep before the flight."

I sighed remembering the difficult task I had to perform...

Survive two weeks without one of his cupcakes.

Honestly, I didn't know what he put in them or where he got them from but every each and one of them was unique in some way.

We all stood up to go say goodbye to him but he was already going.

I followed him to the door as he let himself out.

"Axe wait."I called for him desperately and he turned around.

But as he did I noticed how sad he was; nevertheless he tried to cover it up with a smile.

"Can't I come with you? We're usually together all the time."I suggested anything to stop him from leaving.

He sighed and walked up to me slowly, my heart beat so fast and I felt pregnant again.

He cupped my cheek in his warm hand holding me by the waist, "No can do cupcake."

My legs felt like jello when he said that.

"I know."I admitted, surrendering to fate; the self-entitled bitch.

He lifted my face up so I could look at him more properly.

It was a habit I'd grown fond of and I really didn't mind being so close to him.

I just wished that he would kiss me so bad.

Maybe I could trick him and say that a kiss on the lips is the new high five.

He wouldn't suspect it right?

But I knew deep down that he'd never feel the same way as I did him.

"Love this is hard on me too but I'll miss you everyday."He said making me melt on the spot.

"Axel you're such a bag."I remarked giggling from what I'd just said.

"What?"He asked confused.

"You're the biggest asshole in the galaxy. B.A.G; bag."

He chuckled realizing what I'd just said.

"Only you would come up with such. Why'd you call me that?"He asked.

"Well...because you're leaving me. And now I'll be all alone with no friends because everybody's running away from me because I have Covid."I stated.

He answered me with an embrace and I just cried into his chest again.

He held me for a while before letting me go and patting me on the head.

"I'll see you soon."He said and I waved at him watching him get into his gorgeous car.

"I'll...I'll miss you!"I stammered as he drove away.

This was way too painful.

A part of me had left and I couldn't do anything about it.

~Axel's P.O.V~

I made sure to hold her close before letting her go.

I wasn't even sure if I was going to come back this time. I promised something that could not be done.

AN/ PEOPLE WE LOST A VERY BRIGHT AND SHINING STAR RECENTLY. AND I JUST REALLY WANTED TO MAKE THINGS CLEAR THAT WE SHOULDN'T JUDGE THE THINGS WE DON'T UNDERSTAND.