It All Started when I was FLUSHED down the TOILET

22 : I saw the light

                                                               ~COLE BLACK ~ 18

Day 6

I don't even know how I'd managed to survive this long without Axe.

I missed him so much it actually hurt.

Like legit, I wasn't exaggerating.

The world had turned to grey when he was gone and it freakin' hurt like a bitch.

I had just finished the cupcake that was brought to me today.

I unfolded the note and I nearly cried at what was in it.

'the world's so grey and colourless out here, wanna sharpie it?'

I nodded to nobody fanning my watery eyes.

"Yeah."I squeaked.

I made sure that I kept each and every one of his notes in a small box in my bag, that way I'd feel closer to him.

I was crossing the road to the large store across from our school.

I had to go and place the order for the fairylights and etcetera, stupidly me I couldn't see where I was going.

A freakin' car hurtled towards me like a bullet and I knew; I fucking knew that I was finally going to die.

And my last meal was a cupcake.

Fate was a twisted and really self-entitled bitch, trying to kill me all my life.

I hadn't even got to kiss Axe Body Spray!

Shit!

I was going to die a virgin.

And the last thing I texted to Axel was,'I hope you don't get diarrhoea.'

He was drinking a lot of milkshakes apparently because they were his favourite beverage.

I wondered why I never noticed.

Where was I again?

Right, I was dying a virgin.

And I made sure that my last thought was of Axel.

I closed my eyes and tried to imagine Axel's cupcakes and his arms around me.

Xanny's banana milk frenzy too and Cherrie's adorable face.

Fuck...

I couldn't believe this.

It all happened so fast.

I was pulled back and suddenly I landed on top of something hard and lumpy.

I felt all over it and I opened my eyes to see that it was a person.

A grinning, gorgeous person.

I got up and rolled off of him panicked and tried to organize my thoughts.