Once More With Feeling ZAINTSEE AU

Slow but Perfect

'Holy shit Saint is kissing me' Zee thought to himself 'and it's amazing!" This was nothing like the kisses they'd shared before. There was no anger or hesitation in Saint's movements and Zee was enjoying every second. He kept his promise and let Saint have complete control, keeping his hands hugged around Saint's back where they'd been from the start and keeping them there. Saint started out holding Zee's face in his hands and planting small pecks on his cheeks then lips before leaning up and looking in Zee's eyes.

"Can I carry on Zee?" Saint asked, not breaking the eye contact. This was the closest thing to arousal he had felt in months so he hoped Zee was enjoying things as much as he was. "Yes please..." Zee replied feeling drunk from Saint's tiny kisses. Saint smiled then continued kissing Zee. Just small pecks at first again but lasting longer and longer, makings Zee smile and "Mmmmm" with happiness. Saint felt more confident now Zee was giving him all the control he needed and he felt safe and loveld as always. He let his hands roam up to Zee's hair and gently scrapped his nails across his scalp, causing a small moan to escape from Zee's lips.

Zee was shocked at just how much being kissed and touched by Saint was affecting him and when he let out that completely involuntary moan he was convinced he'd ruined it or scared Saint away. He was stuck still trying to find the worlds to apologise when he felt Saint's tongue gently slip past his lips and flick against his own. He sighed happily and began to slowly reciprocate before panicking that this wasn't ok and freezing up. Saint noticed immediately and pulled away slightly, "I'm sorry for..." Zee began. "You can kiss me back Zee." Saint interupted with a breathy whisper before diving back down to continue their kiss.

Zee was in heaven, laying in bed, making out with Saint was the best feeling in the world. They took their time and Zee made sure to be gentle as possible, not because he was worried about Saint being fragile but because he wanted every kiss to show how much Saint was adored. Saint was getting lost in the feeling of their gentle but beautiful kisses but it was beginning to feel like it wasn't enough. He realised it was because, other than his mouth, Zee was completely still. Saint broke the kiss, "Zee, touch me please.." he whispered, before resuming the kiss.

Zee was afraid. He wanted to touch Saint so badly but what if he went too far and Saint got hurt? Zee would hate himself. He eased back into the kiss allowing their tongues to swirl together gently but keeping his hands pretty much in the same place on Saint. Saint noticed again. "I'm not going to break damn it and if i want you to stop I'll tell you. Now touch me or the kissing stops." He said totally bluffing. He'd give anything to keep on kissing Zee like this. Zee was spurred into action by Saint's words and began stroking up and down his back as they kissed.

Saint rolled to the side and pulled Zee over so they were laying side by side then continued the kissing. He was tugging on Zee's hair while Zee's hand slid up the back of Saint's tshirt and his fingers gently stroked Saint's naked skin. Saint moaned loudly and tugged even harder on Zee's hair causing Zee to moan just as loud and shudder. Zee was hard and was so lost in the kiss that he'd just noticed it. As much as he didn't want to, he broke the kiss and lay with his forehead pressed against Saint's, panting. "Saint, I got hard..." he said staring Saint's lust blown eyes.

Saint wiggled a little then looked back at Zee. "Shit. Me too." He said embarrassment and shame rising up inside him. "I'm sorry, you probably didn't want to go this far. Do you want me to le..." Zee put his finger over Saint's lips. "I don't know what the hell you were going to say but I'm stopping that bullshit right there." He said, removing his finger from Saint's lips and cupping his cheek instead. "For me there's no such thing as too far when it comes to you, I'll always take anything you're willing to give. The only reason I told you I was hard was because I didn't want to poke you and freak you out." He finished pressing a small kiss to Saint's cheek.

"Zee! Do you want me to cry right now? How do you always seem to know what's going on in my head and the exact thing to say to make me feel better?" Saint asked blushing furiously.  Zee smiled, still keeping eye contact. He hugged Saint while keeping their crotches apart. "Well when you've known and loved someone for 2 decades you pick up a few things. You do the same for me so..." He said with a wink making Saint vlush some more. "You're so cute when you blush." He said rubbing their noses together for an Eskimo kiss. Saint smiled and playfully hit his chest.

They lay there like that, heads touching and breathing the same air, for a while giving themselves time to calm down but still being close enough to comfort and reassure each other. Once things had settled down, so to speak, Saint snuggled in as close as possible to Zee. "Uh that was hands down the best kiss of my life." Saint said, smiling. "Yeah, you're not so bad yourself." Zee joked. "But seriously I've never gotten that hard from just making out even when I was in high school!" He said. "...So you'd be willing to do it again some time?" Saint asked closing his eyes to help overcome his shyness.

"I all ready told you I'm more than happy to take anything and everything you're willing to give me Saint. I'm still happy for things to be on your terms until we both get the hang of the new stuff happening between us but you have to talk to me, because I'm so scared I'll mess this up and lose you, I just cant lose you ok?" Zee said kissing the top of Saint's head. "I'm not scared." Saint said feeling completely confident "I know i can trust you with my life so why not my heart? Plus you're never getting rid of me so you can just forget about that." He said leaning up and pecking Zee's lips. "Now shut up and let me snuggle the shut out of you." He said pulling Zee as close as possible and settling in to sleep.