Once More With Feeling ZAINTSEE AU

Goodnight

***OK so this was a but hard to write
there is a lot of smut this chapter
but I hope it's still in keeping with this story***

Saint was laying in Zee's arms the same as he had done for months now but things were different now, they were boyfriends. Saint had no clue why but the thought of being Zee's boyfriend gave him more butterflies in his tummy than even their amazing kisses had. Saint felt like every bit of his skin that touched Zee's was on fire and he was struggling with falling asleep because all he wanted to do was touch Zee more and kiss him til they were both breathless. Saint lay there frozen, afraid to move in case he let himself do the things he was desperate to do.

"Are you ok Saint?" Zee asked, Saint was being weird and cuddling felt awkward. Zee was starting to worry Saint had changed his mind about the whole boyfriend thing. When Saint didn't answer for a moment Zee leaned closer to his ear and whispered "Please don't shut me out love..." Feeling Zee's hit breath on his ear and neck made Saint moan wantonly. He was so embarrassed by the sound he made he slammed his hand over his mouth and blushed furiously. Zee didn't miss the noise Saint made in fact the noise travelled straight to his dick and it twitched in his shorts.

"I don't know what that noise was but I really liked it..." Zee whispered again, making Saint shudder. Nope Saint did NOT trust himself to speak right now so instead he took control of the situation and pushed his lips to Zee's and kissed him with a desperation he'd never felt before. Zee moaned into the kiss, as always loving letting Saint take full control. This kiss was more brutal than anything Saint had ever done before with Zee. They were laying face to face and Saint could feel himself getting hard.

This time, instead of turning his erection away from Zee and continuing their kiss, Saint stayed where he was and slightly pushed his hips forward so his erection bumped into Zee's leg a little making himself shudder with pleasure. Zee moaned a little but didn't make any other moves toward that area, instead he continued kissing Saint running his hands through his hair and up and down his back. He always had this knack of making Saint feel safe and in control which made Saint adore him all the more. He continued kissing Zee letting his hands roam along his back as usual until Saint felt like being a brave and moved his hands to the front of Zee's tshirt.

Saint stroked down Zee's rock hard abs then back up before tweaking his nipple. Zee moaned into Saint's mouth and accidentally bucked his hips causing his erection to bump against Saint's. Zee immediately froze and began to apologise. "Saint I didn't mean to..." he began. "Fuck that was hot..." Saint panted out. "I'm still in control right?" He said it as more of a statement than a question. "So don't apologise. Kiss my neck." He demanded scooting his hips closer so their erections continued to bump against each other.

Saint didn't even know he could make these noises, Zee knew every single one of his hot spots and how to kiss or touch them to get Saint moaning like a porn star. If Saint wasn't having the time of his life he'd probably be ashamed but as he was he couldn't care less. Zee kept his hips still and let Saint do all the work in that department, which was more than perfect for Saint. As Zee nibbled on Saint's earlobe Saint pressed against hard then panted. "Tops off NOW." Saint commanded tugging at Zee's top as he spoke.

Zee helped with finishing removing his top before helping Saint with his. "You're so beautiful Saint. Like a work of art..." Zee said just staring at Saint like he a snack. "I love you so much." He said with a sappy grin. Saint knew he could say stop right now and Zee would happily follow his lead and it was that trust that gave Saint the courage to continue. "Hush you sexy statue." He said kissing Zee. "I love you so much more than I can ever tell you Zee. But right now I'm not in the mood for sappy." He finished pushing Zee down flat on his back and attacking his mouth again. Saint climbed on top of Zee and continued rocking himself against Zee.

Saint kissed his neck then moved down to chest sucking a hickey above his left nipple before taking that into his mouth and flicking it with his tongue. "Saint!" Zee moaned and Saint ground his hips down harder against him. By now Saint was desperate to cum but he was scared about how to proceed. "Zee..." he said quietly. "I.. I... don't know what to do now." He admitted and immediately Zee stopped all his actions. "We don't have to do anything my love..." Zee said honestly. "That was mind blowingly amazing and if that's all your ready for then I'm happy to call it a night. You're in control remember my love" Zee said.

"That's it though Zee I don't want to stop I want us both to cum but I'm scared about having sex. I just don't think I'm ready..." he said shyly. Zee smiled and kissed his cheek. "What do you mean by sex exactly? Because I can think of a million and one ways to make you cum without us having any form of penetration..." Zee said. Saint knew he was trying to be comforting but hearing him say that made Saint even hornier. "Fuck Zee that was so hot..." Saint said kissing him. "But what if I'm never ready to let you penetrate me?" He asked feeling a mixture of shy and sad. "Well you could always make love to me, but if you're never ready for that or for any form of sexual contact I don't care. I love you Saint, I'm in love with you and something as small as sex isn't going to change that."

What Zee had said was rattling around Saint's head. Him making love to Zee? That was definitely something to consider for the future but for now he knew what ever they decided they'd be ok together. Saint knew he'd cry if he spoke so he kissed Zee like his life depended on it. He stood up and removed his pants then sat up on Zee's lap and pulled down his a little, just enough to free his erection. "Just let me, please?" He asked softly. "Anything my love." Zee replied. Saint wasted no time and continued kissing Zee then slowly reached between them and grabbed their erections together in one hand stroking them slowly in a steady rhythm while continuing to kiss Zee deeply.

It wasn't long before they became unable to kiss and were just resting their heads together and breathing into each others mouths as Saint strokes became faster and faster. "Saint I'm gonna..." Zee said but before he could finish his sentence before Saint erupted thick ropes of cum between them. Zee had never felt anything like this in his whole life and was cumming himself seconds later. Zee kissed Saint's cheeks almost in tears with the sheer joy he felt. "Thank you for trusting me and loving me Saint." Zee whispered. Saint was shaking, realising that was the first orgasm he'd had in almost a year and he felt absolutely cherished, more so than he'd ever felt before. Zee grabbed a tshirt and quickly cleaned them up and put their pants back on before laying down and hugging Saint to his chest. "That was so perfect Saint. I don't think I've ever felt so loved before." He said stroking Saint's hair. "Are you ok though? It wasn't too much for you was it?" He asked feeling a little concerned until Saint snuggled in closer and let out a snore.