Rhythm Of The Waves (COMPLETED)

07 - Soju

Warning: sexual harrassment

It's been a few days since my debut, and things had been messy ever since. Felicia made a fuss, saying that the agency only sided with me because of my dad, that I was the real copycat.

Hindi naman ako famous pero nakilala kaagad ako ng madla dahil sa issue na 'yan. Haaaaays.

Pero, she was too late. Nalaman na ng lahat, and she was fired because of it. Nag-post 'din ang agency sa mga social media accounts nila tungkol sa issue naming dalawa.

It became stressful for me. Araw-araw ay may mga nakaabang na reporters sa labas ng bahay, kaya naging isa din iyong problema lalo na't next week na ang scheduled release ng bagong music video ko.

Si dad ay bumalik naman sa States kasi may urgent business matter daw siya na gagawin 'dun, it's a pity that he had to go so early, plano pa sana kasi naming pamilya na mag-bonding, eh.

Sa kagustuhang mawala ang bigat na nararamdaman, pumasok ako sa studio at nagsulat ng bagong lyrics. Kahit wala naman sa schedule ko na gumawa ng lyrics ngayon. Feel ko lang, eh.

Never thought it would come to this
Tell, tell me, what did I do wrong?
All those smiles, were they all fake?
All those days, were they just nothing but lies
Oh lies, lies, lies
No, baby, tell me this isn't real
Tell me you were just joking
Tell me once more you love me
Oh, love me, love me, oh lo-lo-love me

I sighed. Gusto kong gawan ng kanta ang nararamdaman ko ngayon, but I can't bring myself to do so. I find it hard to write about Felicia. Masakit.

'Cause baby, it hurts
It hurts so bad
What did I do to get you mad?
Baby it hurts, it hurts so bad
'Cause baby, it hurts
But I wasn't bad
Why did you make me feel so sad?
What did I do to get you mad?
Said I was wrong but I was right
But I was a fool to let us fight
So baby, don't tear me apart
'Cause I'm hurting so bad
Bad, bad, bad

I heard the door open kaya tinignan ko kung sino iyon. Blaze entered my studio with a smile. May dala-dala pa itong tray sa kanang kamay niya.

He sat beside me at nilapag niya sa harap ko 'yung tray. Laman 'nun ay dalawang slice ng egg sandwich, dalawang slice ng cupcake at dalawa ding iced tea.

"Take a break, Yara." kinuha niya 'yung papel at ballpen na sinusulatan ko ng lyrics at ilalagay niya sana iyon sa lamesa sa tabi niya pero binasa niya muna iyon.

He smiled. "You're amazing," he said.

I giggled and ate with him. My days became a bit better with having him and our friends around.

The others are downstairs, susunod lang daw sila dito sabi ni Blaze.

Nang nakarating sila dito ay nagusap-usap muna kami bago nila akong tinulungan sa pag-tapos ng lyrics ko. Before, I would've preferred to be alone while writing lyrics, pero ngayon na nandito na sila, I like it.

They would always find a way for me to feel better. Alam nila kasi kung ano 'yung mga hinaharap kong mga problema at issue ngayon, kaya palagi na silang pumapasyal dito sa bahay.

Matapos naming magsulat ng lyrics ay inaya ko silang pumunta sa dalampasigan. It's already five in the evening kaya wala na 'yunv mga reporters. Hindi naman nila ako makikita dito kasi nasa opposite na side ako nila.

"Threx... how do I look?" rinig kong tanong ni Kriz kay Threx nang nakarating na kami doon.

"Mukha kang pizza," sagot ng lalake.