When Darkness Falls

Piling Mistakes

Phil's hands jolt up to push me away, but I just pin them down on the couch. "Dan what're you doing? Stop! L-let me go!" He desperately pleads as he thrashes frantically under my strong grip.

I just ignore his protests. The thirst in my throat is getting to be too much. It's too much; I just need a sip. There's a stream of red running down his throat just for me.

I let out a shaky breath before lean in and lick the spot where the stream stops right before his collar bone. "Dan what're-" His voice stops the second my tongue meets the torn skin. He lets out a moan and throws his head back on the couch.

It's just the bite getting to him. You know he doesn't want this. You can't do this Dan! Stop!

I can't. I just can't fight this anymore.

With that I lick my lips and pull my head away from him just enough to see Phil's lust filled sapphire eyes staring back at me. His lips are parted slightly as he takes in a shaky breath. God, just the way he's looking at me is enough for me to want to do so much to him. I want to drink from him over and over and over again.

Dan, please stop. Please just stop hurting him.

I try so hard to blink the lingering thoughts away from my mind, but they just keep repeating themselves. Then I snap out of it. "Oh my god." My voice sounds broken and terrified. Phil is just laying there with a blanked out expression on his face.

It only takes seconds for him to snap out of his daze. His eyes go wide in horror as he stares at the blood dripping out of my mouth. "Phil, I'm so sorry-"

Before I can finish he's fighting with all of his strength to get out from underneath me. "Let me go! Let me go! Please!" Those bulging blue eyes are pleading with me to let him go. But I can't. I can't let him run away from me like this. God I just fixed everything and now I've fucked it up again! I fucking hate myself.

"Phil calm down please. Please calm down-" but he just keeps thrashing underneath me. Everything is happening too fast. It's just too fast! He wasn't supposed to find out about me like this. He wasn't supposed to find out in the first place. God what have I done?

"Dan please don't hurt me." Those words feel like a blow to my stomach. He thinks I'm going to hurt him. Hell, I already have hurt him! I hurt the person who, after all these years, made me feel again. This is all my fault.

Tears burn in my eyes as I look down at him with the same pleading expression but with a completely different meaning. He wanted me to let him go, and I want him to stay with me forever. "I'd never hurt you." My voice is weak and sorrow filled. It cracks at the 'hurt' part.

He hates me. He absolutely hates me; this is all my fault. "I'm so sorry." I try to make him look at me, but he just takes the opportunity and shoves me off of him.

I can't even try to get him back under my control before he's jumping off of the couch and running away. In a blink of an eye, I speed over so that I'm right in front of him and grab his shoulders. "Phil just calm down. I can make you forget this happened and it can go back to how it was." I plead, desperately trying to get him to understand and listen to me.

He just shakes his head with an incredulous stare on his face. "Go back to how it was? You're a freaking vampire!" I can feel the way his body is shaking underneath my grasp and it just makes this even worse. He's scared, terrified, of me. He doesn't even want me to touch him anymore.

"You weren't supposed to find out like this." I take in a shaky breath and hang my head in shame while keeping my hands securely placed on his shoulders. "I'm so sorry. I never wanted to hurt you Phil. I just wanted to be with you and be happy and normal-"