Akaashi lifted the fork up towards his mouth. He was terrified, he could already feel how his thighs began to blow up as the white meat touched his teeth.
He opened his moth slightly for sing the food int his mouth, aware that his mother was observing him closely.
He ate every last bit of food on his plate trying to prove that he was fine.
He smiled at his mom and put the plate in the sink.
-thank you for the food- he said as the panic started to bubble up inside him.
The black liquid was rising, it was above his knees now.
Akaashi hurried to the bathroom, almost running. He locked the door, rushed to empty his stomach. He took a few seconds before pushing his fingers down his throat. He gaged and felt how the chewed up food traveled up his esophagus. His stomach collapsed on it self, forcing the food out his mouth.
His head filled up with the proud words of the voice.
"good" it cheered on "you did it". "I will support you all the way" it reassuringly whispered in his left ear.
He was so proud, he let out a relaxed sigh sank down on the tiles, shaking from the vomiting.
He washed away the vomit on his face and hand, washed out his mouth and made sure no trace was left behind in the little bathroom.
He went into his room and collapsed onto his bead. Surrounding himself in blankets and stuffed animals, he drifted of to sleep feeling all his worries and desires fading away.
Without knowing it the black dense liquid had reached his waist, making violent waves movements. The liquid hit against the side of his upper body, eager to taste more of the regret and hate he would become to feel.
i was shocked when i saw a person had read my story, OMG, OK , panic
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Drowning//bokuaka
FanficAkaashi suddenly felt the urge to get smaller after his brothers death. Bokuto lives in an abusive household and tries to help akaashi break free from his dissorder. Tw. Ed stuff Idk ok
