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It has been lonely.
somehow, not having jaemin beside her makes her feel lonely. erisa knew she's an independent woman, she don't rely on boys despite being head over heels for na jaemin himself.
but erisa, she didn't know she needed someone so much until today.
not having jaemin beside her somehow makes her feel so lonely, so empty.
she's not the one who switch universities but she's adjusting, she's not the one who left central city but somehow everything around her felt so foreign.
she don't understand how not having a person beside you can change everything.
its already the first three months since her relationship with jaemin have been change into a long distance one and she's still feeling the effects of it.
she was so used on having jaemin around that she forget to get her usual cup of coffee since her day usually start with jaemin standing outside her door with coffee on hand.
when lunch came, she was confused with the unusual looks jeno, felix and jiayu send her way but she dismissed it as she stayed inside their classroom only to realize later on that there wouldn't be a jaemin fetching her for lunch.
and when dismissal came, she feel like an idiot, waiting for her phone to flash a notification saying jaemin is already waiting in the car park.
she could only internally laugh.
she have to get used without jaemin or she'll lose her shit.
and to be honest, she feels it will take her a long time.
afterall, losing what you're already used to have is pretty hard to adjust with.
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PLAYLIST. nct dream
Fanfiction❝love is game where gambling is required and there are few ways to win the game.❞ morpheus series: the sequel nct dream ff english-tagalog date started: september 21, 2020 date ended: may 3, 2021