Little Miss Perfect ✔~ trixya

Chapter 15: In My Eyes

Katya

"How are you feeling?" I ask the brown eyed girl once we pull out of the hug.

"Relieved, like a huge weight vanished from my shoulders." She says before a pensive look clouds her eyes. "I don't think I'm ready to tell anyone else tho... I'm still too scared for that.. is.. is that okay?" 

"Trix, of course that's okay. You have every right to tell people in your own time. You also have every right to not tell people. It's your life. I'm just proud of you for accepting yourself." I assure her.

"Thanks... It feels really good to hear someone tell me that they're proud of me..." 

"Don't your parents tell you that? You've got so many achievements that they should be proud of." I say in surprise.

"Not really... My achievements are pretty much just bragging rights, they don't really talk to me about them... They'll mention it to their friends, dad's co-workers and people at church, but I can't actually remember them telling me that they were proud of me." Trixie says sadly.

Note to self, Trixie's parents are all-around assholes, not just homophobic assholes.

"Well, I'm proud of you. I'm really, really proud of you because I know how difficult it must have been for you." 

"Thank you." She replies with a cute, shy smile. "Kat.. there's one more thing I have to tell you." She adds, fiddling with her fingers in that adorable way that I love so much.

"I'm all ears, кукла." 

"I like you... like really like you." She says sincerely and my heart stops.

Is this real life?
She seriously likes me?
I'm not just some coming out experiment? Trixie Mattel likes me?

"Are you serious?"

"Uhm yeah, is that wierd? It's just, you're like the type of person one longs for and dreams of. I've looked for bad sides in you, but I can't find any. And I don't know love, I don't think I've even ever truly liked anyone before, but I'd like to try... I'd like to learn how to love, and I'd like to someday love you." Trixie says, bolder than I've ever heard her before. 

I break out in a wide smile as I stare at her in disbelief, unable to wrap my head around all the sweet words coming out of her mouth. This Barbie fantasy, this smart and beautiful angel of a woman likes me. This girl, who is hands down the most gorgeous woman I have ever met, wants to someday fall in love with me.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" She mumbles shyly, seeming disappointed and embarrassed.

Shit, say something, Katya.

"I.. I... I like you too." I finally get out as I try to calm my beating heart.

"You do?" The doll says in surprise as she lifts her head up with a beaming smile.

"Trix, of course I do. I've liked you since the first time I saw you. If you could see yourself through my eyes, Trix, honestly you might be a little scared 'cause it's borderline obsessive. Your smile can brighten my entire day, I could drown in your eyes, and your kisses, God Trix, kissing you is like heaven on earth. But that's just the physical stuff. Do you have any idea how cute you are when you're just being yourself? The way you dance like the rest of the world isn't there. The adorable hearts you draw in every margin of your notebooks. The fact that you still fill out quizzes from teen magazines. The way you sing to yourself when you've got your earbuds in. The way your nose scrunches up when you giggle. I like it all, I like you so, so much, Trixie." I tell her, laying my heart bare in front of her.

She sits still for a moment before pushing the books off the bed and smashing our lips together. I pull her onto my lap, her thick thighs on either side of my legs as her arms go around my neck. I squeeze her ass, making her let out the most addictive noise of pleasure, the moment allowing me access to slip my tounge in between her soft lips. Her fingers tangle themselves in my hair, pulling and combing it as she rolls her hips in my lap.

And I want to stay in the moment forever. I want to stay frozen in time with Trixie in my arms, her lips on mine. That would be my heaven.