Hinny forever and always

Jealousy

Hermione POV:
"Hey 'Mione" said Ron casually walking into the common room, I was of course studying for some tests we had in a few weeks, I looked up "Oh, hi Ronald" I said slightly coldly, "hey what's up with you?" He asked walking over "nothing" I replied simply but we both knew it was a lie, I just looked intently at the book I was reading. "Whatya doing?" He asked "studying" I replied "why are you answering in one words if you're fine?" He asked "cuz..." I said "and why aren't you looking at me?" He asked "because I'm studying" I said still looking intently down at my book "come on, you usually look up at me still, what's really wrong?" He asked poking me "nothing" I said through gritted teeth " 'Mione look at me" he said "fine! Im looking at you! You happy!?" I exploded, Harry looked over, I never noticed he was sat on the other sofa. "Umm" he said "I'm going to bed" I said grabbing my books and walking upstairs to the girls dorm "what's up with her?" Asked Ron confused "eh, who knows, girls" said Harry walking over to Ron, I sighed and went up to get changed. I guess I should probably explain....l
+++++++++time skip a few hours ago++++++++++
I sat down to dinner with Ron, Harry and Ginny. I looked up and saw them being all cute "here we go" said Ginny feeding Harry a piece of bread "mm, I love you, I can't wait until we get married" said Harry tickling Ginny's nose before kissing her sweetly "aww" I said and then I looked over at Ron his mouth full of food, he looked at Harry and his sister "I love you" he tried but it came out as "Vi vuv vuw" with a few crumbs around his mouth "ugh" I said and looked away. I looked back at Harry and Gin and they were both feeding each other in an adorable way. When dinner was over Ginny took Harry's arm as he escorted her to the common room, Ron just wiped his mouth and said "so you wanna go upstairs or?" "Come on!" I said coldly storming off. I got up and Harry and Ginny were kissing sweetly not in a desperate passionate way but in a soft sweet way. When Ron got in I kissed him, he kissed me back of course. It wasn't bad it was good but why can't my relationship be like Harry's and Ginny's. I rolled my eyes a bit, Ron didn't see, and decided I had a long day so I might as well enjoy the kiss. He lay down on the sofa still kissing me so I lay down on top of him and kissed him. When we broke apart I saw Harry and Ginny playing the keyboard together and singing. I never knew they sang or played. "Aww" I said to myself, then there was Ron sat on the sofa, now very Ungracefully crunching an apple "I've got to study" I said moodily and walked off, I think Ron left the common room at some point but I didn't really care.
++++++++back to normal time+++++++++
"Hermione?" Ginny called out coming up. I was sat on my bed in my pjs reading "yeah?" I asked "are you ok? Harry and Ron said you've been acting a bit moody" she said sitting on her bed next to mine "yeah" I lied "Hermione, you're one of my best friends, you can't lie to me" she said "fine I'm jealous" I said grudgingly "of what?" She asked "you and Harry" I said "what? That's crazy! Why would you be jealous of me and Harry?" She asked laughing "because you're relationship is all cute and sweet and then there's Ron, I mean he's great but I wish he could be a bit more like Harry sometimes.." I said "you shouldn't be jealous of me and Harry it's not always like that" she admitted "really? Cuz whenever I see you to together it seems to be all cute" I said "no, he's great but he doesn't always act as gentlemanly as he could, lots of the time he's out playing Quidditch" Ginny said "really? I thought you love Quidditch" I said, "I do but sometimes I just want to spend time with Harry alone" she said "well that makes me feel a bit better but I still wish Ron could be a bit more, you know" I said "yeah" she said nodding "he's not exactly a charmer my brother, I don't really get what you see in him" Ginny added "eh well" I said "I'm going downstairs, k?" Ginny said "yeah, I might get to sleep" I said "ok, sleep well" she said walking out.
Harry POV:
Hermione had just stormed off "what's up with her?" Asked Ron confused "eh, who knows, girls" I answered, Ginny who was standing next to me hit my arm "owwww" I said rubbing my arm, Ron snickered "shut it you" I said "Gin why don't you go and talk to her?" I suggested "huh, ok" she said, she quickly kissed me and jogged up the stairs. "Probably have a heart to heart chat or something now" said Ron rolling his eyes "yeah well, it's better they do than bring it out on us" I said still rubbing my arm. "I might take a leaf out of Hermione's book and started studying up a bit for the tests" I said walking over to the bookshelf and picking out a hook "not you too! We haven't even got our timetables yet and you're already studying!" Cried Ron "yes I know, but her tactic seems to be working out for her, and may I remind you that with your tactic in the last test you got a D" I said smugly "hmm, maybe you're right" said Ron walking over to the bookshelf also and picking up a few, "right lets see, we'll probably get a test in divination, potions, defence against the dark arts, although it's not like I need it and Herbology" I said sitting at a desk with a pile of books. "You wanna study together?" Ron asked sitting next to me, "sure" I said. So we got studying on Divination, we'd probably be in Mcgonagall's class and she was always a nut tough on the tests. Gin walked down after talking with Hermione "what are you two doing then?" She asked "studying" I answered "what? You two? Studying?" She said trying not to laugh "we've decided to take a leaf out of Hermione's book and study for our tests instead of winging it" said Ron not looking up. I turned a dusty page "talking of Hermione, who's she doing?" I asked turning around in my chair to look at Ginny "well... She's jealous" Ginny said walking over to us. That caught Ron's attention "what could my Hermione ever be jealous of?" He asked sitting up "me and Harry..." Gin said "what about us?" I asked "well you know how we were acting a bit cuter today? Well she saw that and wished that Ron would..." She said "Ron would what?" Asked Ron indignantly "be a little bit more like that instead of being so, messy, ungraceful and so on" said Gin trying not to put Ron down too much. ".... But we don't always act like that" I said "yeah... I know, that's what I told Hermione, she said it made her feel a bit better" Ginny replied "oh ok, so where is she now?" Asked Ron "she decided to hit the hay" said Ginny "ok, thanks Gin" said Ron getting back to reading "no problem, I'm going to try and find Taylor, so I don't disturb you two, ok Harry?" She said "yeah that's fine, thanks, love you" I said not looking up, she kissed me on the cheek and left, me and Ron studied for a few hours, not until too late about 7 or 8 and went to bed.
+++++++time skip morning+++++++
I woke up early and went down to the common room for a bit. I don't know why but I suddenly started thinking about the war again. I hadn't thought about that at all in the summer at the Burrow. I thought about how much pain and grief Voldemort caused....how much I caused. I was responsible for the deaths of Cedric, Dumbledore, Colin, Dobby, Lupin, Sirius and Tonks. I was the reason George didn't have his twin, his partner in crime, his fellow prankster, his best friend. I feel so guilty whenever I think about it. With all these thoughts swirling around in my head and tear ran silently down my face. Why do all the good people die and they bad ones stay. I miss Sirius and Dumbledoor the most. They were like my fathers in a way, they were always there when I needed them and they stuck by me. Several tears were running down my cheeks. I didn't notice Ginny walk up next to me, I felt a pair of arms wrap around me. I looked at her and stood up, I thought about running but I just couldn't. I felt so sad and scarred still from the war, and I still had no emotional strength. She hugged me tight silently. I broke down and cried on her shoulder but she understood. "It's not your fault" she whispered after I calmed a bit, I got myself together and pulled back "but it is" I said "Harry it's not! You need to realise that you never could have fought the war by yourself!" She said raising her voice a bit, she felt very strongly about this "but, Fred and Lupin and Tonks..." I said "they knew what they were signing up for when they fought for us" she said cutting me off "I'm the reason you have no brother, you should hate me" I said "no I shouldn't because Fred was willing to die for what he believed in. He wouldn't hate you either, he's looking down on us and saying that's my brother in law and I'm proud" she said "you think?" I said sniffing "I know it, Harry, I know it will be hard but we need to start moving on" she said, I nodded a tear escaping my eyes she wiped it away "you did it, you saved us, we won't forget it, never, but we need to start healing" she said "thank you Gin, you're literally the best girlfriend soon to be wife I could ever ask for,I love you" I said hugging her once more "I love you way more Harry James Potter" she said kissing me. I went to wash away the tears and for the first time I was starting to feel better, Fred's funeral was coming up soon, and I would make sure, it is worthy for the great, brave man that was Fred Weasley.
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