An Offer to You|COMMENTARY

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Wow, we've made it to the end. That was a journey and a half. At least for me. I've been writing/working on this for over 6 months. Granted, this didn't take a lot of my effort--I just had to read my own book and critique it. But still.

Corona is still around 🤢🤬

When I first started writing this, I had just finished my last exam and now I'm back in hell (although school hasn't been as bad the last couple of days compared to last week or the week before that).

In one of the very first chapters I mentioned finding out my cousin was pregnant and she has since given birth (got induced and had the baby last week).

BTS are coming out with their new album that they produced all on their own in exactly two weeks. I'M SO FUCKING EXCITED 🤩

I had just gotten out of a writer's block when I started this and now I've got myself stuck in a really bad one, love that 🙃

Oh, and of course there's the US elections. I live in Canada so it's not like I'm directly affected but we will be in some way so I'm watching as the results come in.

But anyways, I'd like to thank everyone who read this and I hope it was enjoyable to read, even if only a little bit. It was actually pretty fun to do and I'm glad I tried it. Hopefully you feel mOrE cOnNeCtEd To Me On A sPiRiTuAl LeVeL and now fully understand my dislike for the book 😌

Speaking of that tho, I'd just like to say that while I really don't like this story (as I've said for the hundredth time now lolol) there were still some good parts to writing it. I've mentioned a few before such as Yoongi's lines, some of Taehyung's lines, the Jungkook and Taehyung scenes. Soomi was an absolute pleasure to write and she's definitely the first character I've even written that I fell in love with. Clarisse, although she didn't have much of an exceptionally important role, is also a character I care about. She's just so 🥺🥰☺️. And right near the end when Celeste was getting close with Soomi, Miori and (Y/n) was fun (even though getting her to become the "good guy" was messy and pretty rushed).

On that note, I hope you're all well. I know life is a bit weird and all thanks to this pandemic and I've heard of a lot of people who have had a particularly hard time during it due to feeling all disconnected from other people and stuff. And I'm sure for those in the US there are some who are especially having a difficult time. But it's less than 2 months before 2020 is over so hopefully all this shit that happened will be gone and left in the past.

I'm sending all my positivity to you guys, to help those through whatever it is they're struggling with, to those who are feeling down and could use a bit of positivity/love right now, to those who feel lonely and need someone to comfort them, and to those who just want to accept it even if they don't particularly need it at the moment 🥰😚♥︎😘＼＼\٩(๑'^'๑)۶//／／

I love you all and have a lovely day~

♥︎

November 5, 2020