Meant to be (Draco x reader)

Chapter 31: broken pt2

"It's not your fault" he finally brings his eyes off the floor, looking into yours. He looks so broken, I just wanted to know if he was okay and what he was dreaming about..
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*3 hours before*

DRACOS POV

I walk downstairs and am met with the usual feeling of cold and emptiness. I yell at for my mom

"Mom?" I ask walking into the kitchen... nobody. I walk around the house looking for her, where could she of gone? I'm walking by the study when I hear yelling

"You stupid bitch!" My dad yelled followed by a *smack*. Without thinking I bolt into the room, seeing my mom holding her now red cheek and looking at my father with tears in her eyes. I was filled with nothing but rage and pure hatred. I walked up to my dad, stepping in front of my mom. He was still a lot taller than me and definitely bigger than me but that wouldn't stop me from protecting my mom.

"Mom please go" I say softly, if somethings going to happen to me I don't want her to see or try and stop him and get hurt worst. She opens her mouth to say something but I stop her
"I'm serious mom, go" she silently nods and walks out of the room, I bring my attention back to this bastard in front of me. He looks at me puzzles and was definitely not ready for what was going to come out of my mouth, and neither was I
"You're coward, you know that right?" I saw harshly. He's taken back by this.

"I'll show you coward boy" he lunges to me and gets on top of me. I get one punch in before he pins me down, throwing punches left and right. I throw one more, getting him off of me. I open my eyes and realize I can't see shit. My eyes are blurred from a mixture of tears and blood. I stand up and throw another punch. He kicks my leg and all that I feel is excoriating pain. He punches more and more and doesn't stop,

"Please stop!"

"Yeah who's the coward now huh?" He spits at me
"I'll show you some real pain boy, I think the crucio curse might do the trick..." my eyes open, I would of never thought he'd use that on me

"No! Please!" He grins and steps over me

"Crucio!" He speaks, pointing his wand at me. And all I could feel was pain, everywhere. I couldn't move, breath, or think without feeling pain. I tried to not cry, I didn't want him to see he won.
"Crucio!" He said it again making the pain double, wanting to see me at my breaking point.

"Stop! I'm sorry!" Is all I can whimper out, I just want this to be over with. I hear his boots walk over to me, he lowered his wand and eyes meaning to curse was off but I still felt everything.

"Try something like that again boy" suddenly he grabs my shoulders and starts shaking me. What the fuck?

I open my eyes but this time, he's gone. He's replaced by a figure I can't make out, I look once more and see it's y/n. I spring into her arms, letting her hold me while I sob. We sit there for a while, just staying there, her holding me and me sobbing into her shoulder.
'What am I doing?'
'This isn't me?'
'I don't show weakness'
I pull myself away from her, sitting up. I just need her to give me a reason why I should walk out and never look back but what she says makes me stop

"What can I do to help?" She questions, she would ask the most perfect question. She understands me and my nightmares. How do I keep her away from me? I'll break her...

"Nothing" I say as cold as I can, maybe if I give her a reason to not talk to me she'll solve my problem for me...

"Okay... do you want to talk about it?" She ask softly, she knows I get mad easy yet she still stays?

"No, stop talking about it" I try to lay back down but she puts her hand on mine. I stop and look up at her, her eyes glossy

"Please don't shut me out" she speaks softly, fuck how does she know me so well. I could love this girl... but if just end up hurting her, I have to do this.

"I can't shut you out if I never let you in" I say harshly and she seems taken back by this. She starts again,

"Draco I-" fuck I love it when she says my name, I need to stop her before I give in

"Jeez y/n can you just drop it?! God you are so annoying!" I spit at her, god can I please take that back.

"Okay... whatever" she gets up and puts on some sweats and another hoodie, taking mine off.

"Where are you going?" I question, I know I have no right but I need to know she's safe.

"I'm not going to stay here if you're going to just be a dick to me, I want to help you. Why don't you just let me?" I don't say anything, I don't know what to say... she's right. She turns to the door and starts walking again.

"Where are you going" I growl at her, demanding an answer from her. She turns to look at me and all she says is,

"Out" and she leaves me. What the fuck just happened and how do I fix it. Do I want to fix it? Yes! What am I saying... I feel for her. I hop off the bed, changing into my hoodie she took off of her and the sweats I already had on and bolt out of the room, looking for her. I'll walk all around the school if I have to...

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So I'm getting my shoulder checked out today, hopefully I don't need surgery!! (I hurt it playing my sport) but if anything happens and I can't update regularly (weekdays) I'll let you guys know

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