Meant to be (Draco x reader)

Chapter 32: broken pt3

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"Out" and she leaves me. What the fuck just happened and how do I fix it. Do I want to fix it? Yes! What am I saying... I feel for her. I hop off the bed, changing into my hoodie she took off of her and the sweats I already had on and bolt out of the room, looking for her. I'll walk all around the school if I have to...

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STILL DRACO POV

Its been 3 hours and I couldn't find her so I head back to her dorm to see if she's there. I walk in but she's not there. I pace around thinking where else she could be when she walk in, her eyes looks puffy from crying, fuck I did that. I wanted to be sympathetic to her but what came out of my mouth was,

"What the fuck! Where the hell were you!" I stand to face her

"I told you I was out, I needed to think" she says as if it's nothing, walking over to grab stuff from her dresser. I can't believe she's ignoring me! I walk over to her and grab her hand

"I said, where the fuck were you" she looks into my eyes, trying to read me. I put on my emotionless front and she snatches her hand back from mine. She looks up at me and says

"I went to the astronomy tower" she turns her attention back to the dresser picking out clothes. I'm going to rip these clothes to shreds if she keeps ignoring me.

"Why were you there?" She doesn't answer me. I step closer to her, putting my hands on her hips turning her towards me.
"Answer me" she just shakes her head and looks away. Why does she have to be so frustrating!
"GOD DAMN IT Y/N" i scream, causing her to jump i look at her she takes a shaky breath. I raise my hands to run through my hair to try and calm myself down but she flinches, she flinches really hard. Holy fuck, I scare her. She's scared... of me. She opens her eyes, which are still blood shot and glossy.

"You... thought I was going to hit you?" She shakes her head and I continue
"You're scared of me?" I takes step back and I bring my eyes to the floor a tear falling from my face. I'm so fucking messed up.

"No.." she says but her voice is so shaky
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to-" I stop her, why is she apologizing?

"It's not your fault." I say softly still looking at the floor. She takes a step towards me and I look up at her.

"I'm no scared of you I promise.. it's just a reaction, it means nothing" she says, I just nod my head agreeing but she never flinched with me before. Well she did but it wasn't as big as that, normally her flinches are just small, this was a huge flinch. She genuinely thought I was going to hurt her. She hugs me, holding me tightly around my waist. I hold her as well holding her tightly

"I'm sorry..." I say so quietly I didn't even think she heard it. She pulls away from me and looks at me, I already miss holding her. She stands on her tiptoes and kisses my cheek

"It's not your fault" she says surprising me. I bring my eyes off of the floor and look at her, she's trying to hard to read me. I know I owe it to her to tell her about my nightmares after she told me about her and her dad. I mean it's not like we couldn't relate our nightmares were about basically the same things. And she trusted me with that, why can't I just trust her?

"Do you want to know?" I ask quietly looking into her eyes. She looks like she so badly wants to say yes and figure me out but she says,

"Only if you're comfortable with sharing. You don't have to tell me if you don't want to" I like her so much. Of course she would say the most perfect thing.

"I want to tell you" I say grabbing her hand softly. She smiles at this and looks down at them. I walk her to the bed and sit down and she sits down next to me. When I don't say anything she gives my hand a reassuring squeeze and says

"Really Draco, you don't have to. I understand trust me" ugh can she stop being perfect for one fucking second.

"No you told me about yours and I want to tell you, just give me a minute" she silently nods as if she doesn't want to make me more mad
"Sorry that came out wrong, I just- I need to word it correctly" I say smiling at her and she smiles and nods.
"Okay so this is going to be rough to talk about to if I say anything harshly just know I don't mean it towards you"

"Okay..." she says timid

"So when I was about 10 my dad... hit my mum. And I stepped in and he um..." I pause trying to find the right words and she squeezes my hand softly calming me down. I clear my throat and continue
"*cough* he beat me up and used the Crucio curse on me" I look can't look at her as I say it. I don't want to see her eyes filled with pity. I hate when people pity me. I finally look up at her and instead of pity, I see anger and another emotion I can't pin point...the feeling of understanding? Did she understand how I felt? Has someone used that on her? I swear to fucking god if someone has- she interrupt me from my thoughts

"He used the Crucio curse on you?" She questions.. I look at her and nod
"What a fucking coward. I'd like to see him try to use it on a girl and I'll set him in place really fucking quick. Try using that shit on me" she rambles on mostly to herself and I find it so adorable and cute that she'd do that for me. I slightly chuckle and look at her

"It's alright princess, I'm fine. And I'd rather die than have him use that on you" she looks at me with a different emotion, she's still not used to me calling her princess. We continue to talk until it's almost 8:00 she looks at the clock and stands up,

"Come on we have to get ready for class"

"Ughhh" I internally and externally groan.
"Fine i guessss" I whine looking at her pick out her clothes. Damn she looks hot in anything.

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Sooo basically I didn't tear anything in my shoulder but if I don't rest it I will. So I'll be trying writing as much as I normally do but I'm sry if I miss an update.

Also I'm writing "okay..." a Ron update so if I don't update at much it's bc I'm writing two books

Thank you to EVERYONE who was so so so kind and sweet to me. You guys are literally the sweetest and I love you all🥺

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