The Struggle with the Acceptance of Love

Chapter 1

Hello There!! I really hope you enjoy this first chapter of The Struggle with the Acceptance of Love!! 

REY'S POV: THIRD

Rey woke up with a jolt, the smell of burnt ash and smoke in the air. Her head was fuzzy, pain shooting everywhere.

She lifted her hand to the side of her head, almost positive a bruise was forming. Blood then dripped from her forehead as everything came back to her.

The throne room, Snoke, fighting off the guards, her and Ben- No! She told herself.

Her and Kylo fighting over the lightsaber.

Not wanting to think about it anymore, Rey went to get up. Hoping he hasn't woken up first.

With a sigh with relief, he hadn't as she slowly looked over her shoulder. 

As Rey start to get up, she dealt with horrendous pain to the left side of her stomach.

She looked down to see one of the pieces of the throne room floor was lodged into her stomach. She let out a painful shaky breath as she tried to move it out of her stomach.

She couldn't sadly, it was going to be difficult and dangerous.

The anxiety catching up to her, she started to call out for help, ¨Some one help! Please! I can't move! Ben!¨

(Kylo/Ben's POV) ~same time~

 ¨Some one help! Please! I can't move! Ben!¨

Ben jolted awake, breathing heavily.

The screams sounded familiar, scary familiar. Ben tried to calm down, but deep down.. something wasn't right.

Memories flooded his head as of what happened before everything went black, but one stuck out the most- Rey!

His head shot up, ignoring the pain within as he looked around for her.

There! He said to himself.

Ben gulped looking at her, realizing those helpless screams were hers. He staggered forward towards her, ¨Rey!¨ he yelled.

He fell on his knees near her as he looked in her eyes.

Fear, pain, and.. guilt?

She looked down at her stomach, Ben followed her gaze as he sucked in a heavy breath.

The metal from the floor was logged into her stomach. Ben then reached out his hand to her stomach. Rey then grabbed his hand.

¨No! Please don't!¨ She said, her eyes wide and fearful.

Ben frowned at her as he took her hand his mine,

¨I need to.. I wont do anything I promise, ¨ He said reassuring as he gently let go of her hand.

Forgetting about everything and only focusing on her, he gently lifted her tunic to see Rey's stomach completely soaked with blood.

Ben looked at the metal logged into her stomach and frown before pulling her tunic back down. He then got up and lifted her head up so it lays on his thigh. She winced in response but calmed down once her head was resting.

Ben sat there waiting for someone to come as he sat there watching Rey breath in and out.

Due to being so hot, Ben took off his gloves, hesitating to whether to touch her hair.

Her eyes flicker as she groaned in pain.

¨Hey.. ¨ Bensaid softly, ¨stay awake.¨

Her eyes flicker once more before leaning her head back more into him.

Seeing her movements, he gently combed his fingers through her hair. Waiting for someone to come and help them..

Yes its short but this is just the beginning!! :D I hope you enjoyed and have a good day!!

In a galaxy far, far away,
-Kira <3