Divergent: 16 & Pregnant

Chapter 11: Anger

*Tris Pov*

Okay guys, don't get mad at me but it has been another month and I have not told Tobias yet. 

I'm just so scared and when ever we have make out sessions he always tries to take off my shirt but I refuse to because I don't want him to see my now growing 2 month belly. It's harder when I am at home. I usually don't eat a lot of dinner but now I am always first in line grabbing some. 

At school is worse, I am falling asleep and failing, not bad but a couple of C's but I am staying up working on it. Now that I am pregnant I had to talk to my guidance counselor and change my classes from P.E to Tori's music class and the gang followed me, I really wish they didn't.

"Did you tell him yet?" Christina asks as we work on our math homework in my bedroom. Everyone is gone right now so it is just me and Christina. I have on a tank top with a loose sweater and a pair of leggings and socks and my hair is in a messy bun. 

"Nope" I shake my head no biting in to my oreo doughnut. 

"Tris he is going to flip when you actually tell him, that is if you do" She says sipping on her ginger ale. 

"I know, I know..." I sigh starting on my next problem. 

x over 5= 25 what is x. 

"How about you text him now, ask him on a date tomorrow and tell him, Simple. You guys can go to the bridge that over looks the city and you tell him, just always know that I am there for you" She says and I look up at her with tears in my eyes. 

"I love you Christina, thank you for being the worlds best friend" I say and hug her and she hugs back. 

"I love you too best friend."

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Since yesterday we Friday and Today is Saturday and I am going to go on that date with Tobias. 

I am currently at Christina's house with the girls getting ready, aparently we all have dates tonight.  But I'm sure mines is going to be the worst. 

"Sit still" Shauna instructs as she applies eyeliner on my eyes.Christina is the only one that knows I am pregnant and it is going to stay that way. 

"Done" Marlene squeals and I laugh and stand up. I look in the mirror and I have on a black dress that comes mid thigh and has a sweetheart neckline. It's pretty tight so I threw on a fuzzy sweater over top of it and some lace stockings and a pair of flats. My hair is parted in the middle and curled flowing in galaxy layers down my shoulders. I have mascara, eyeliner, and red lipstick on. 

I grab my clutch and thank them for all of their help and walk downstairs and just as I reach the steps Tobias is knocking on the door. 

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"This is really beautiful" I say as I look at the city with all of the lights on. 

"Just like you" He says and I turn around and slowly press my mouth to his, we kiss for a long time before we actually pull away. I pull away and turn back around facing the city. I take a really deep breath before I say what I am about to say.

"Tobias, I'm pregnant" I say and he chuckles 

"That's not funny Tris, don't play around like that" He says

"You see me laughing?"

"Really?" He asks

"Yeah, about two months" I say 

"So you waited two months to tell me?"

"Yeah."

"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" I can hear anger in his voice. 

"Because I was scared, you try telling someone that your pregnant and only sixteen" I say

"How did this happen, you told me you was on the pill!" His voice gets louder. 

"I was" I take a deep breath. "I was on the pill, I told I just started but insisted on not using the protection" I say and turn around to face him and he looks furious. 

"Are you getting an abortion?"

"I....I don't know. No? I just don't want to kill a baby" I say

"My baby" I hear him mutter under his breath. 

"Yep your baby" I say

"Maybe it isn't mine"

"WHAT! How could you say that? I am not a slut! I was only sleeping with you" I shout tears blurring my eyes but they soon dry up.

"Yeah whatever" He says and walks away back to the car and I place my head in my hands against the cool metal bar. 

I sigh and turn around and see him still walking away. Great, now I have to get through this teen, hidden pregnacy with no one to help me except the doctors, and Christina. 

*Tobias Pov*

I sit in the car with my head in my hands, How am I going to tell Marcus that I got a girl pregnant. I'm sure he would be mad but deep down inside he really wouldn't care. 

He is never home anyways so I guess I won't see him for a while. 

Tris is walking back into the car and when she gets in she silently sits down buckling her seatbelt. 

The whole ride home is silent. When I park in front of her house she gets out without saying goodbye and she slams the door really hard and walks up to her house. 

I speed home which is only 10 streets down, that is pretty far so I would need to drive. 

I go up to my room and undress and take a shower. Marcus is passed out on the couch. When I am finished I put on a pair of boxers and then I crawl into bed and just lay there, I am going to be a teen dad, that is if it is mine, I see how these boys look at Tris. 

I place my head in my hands and turn over, Why didn't she tell me sooner? I huff loudly and just think myself to sleep. Man if she keeps it, then this is going to be a silent rough 7 months.