Loving Obsidian

Ch. 34 Lyanna

A/N: YAY TGIF!!! Sorry I didn't get this out on Wednesday, but well... life and work happened. 

I am thinking that there are only a couple of chapters left. I really feel like the rest of Lyanna's story is really at an end. Maybe 2 or 3 chapters after this. Not sure if I am feeling an epilog or not. Only time will tell.

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I was staring into his eyes; his green irises were locked onto mine. It was only a moment that I was staring at him as we tried to console each other, because that is what it was. I was trying to ease his heart; I knew I was dying. He was trying to ease my pain to make everything peaceful as I slipped away. His green eyes, I instantly fell in love with them and was happy that they were going to be the last thing that I got to see.

But then I woke up, I found myself lying on the cold hard floor of a dark room. There was no light, no smells, no sound. I stood up, finding no pain in my body. I was confused. "Hello!" I called out and was greeted by my own voice echoing back at me.

Hesitantly I stepped forward, holding my arms out in front of me as I moved around, hoping that if I ran into anything my arms would keep me from falling over. Inching forward with each step there was nothing, no furniture, no carpet, not even a bump on the floor. Then unexpectedly my hand hit a cold, flat surface.

Laying my palms flat on the surface I slid them up, down, and side to side. There was nothing on the wall, no pictures, no nails, no light switch. Keeping my hands flat on the wall I decided to walk until I found the corner of the room, hoping that if I followed the walls I would find an exit or something that would bring light into the room.

Turning to my left I walked cautiously until my hands hit the corner, I was expecting it, but it still startedled me a bit, I sucked in a deep breath. Calm down Lee. I said to myself, "You have been through worse." I continued walking, growing more concerned with each step. I hit the second corner, "Damn, nothing on that wall."

Sliding my hands around the third wall I again found nothing, then down the fourth. When I got back to where I started, or at least where I thought I started I was panicking. There was no way out and worst of all I had no idea where I was, I had no idea what was happening. Whoever put me here wanted something, but what was it, I had no idea especially considering I should be dead.

So, wait if I was dead then what was this place, was this my version of hell? Being left alone in a void, with nothing, just alone? I turned so my back was now against the wall and I slid to the floor, curling my legs into my chest and wrapping my arms around my knees. As I sat there I realized that Sid was not there either, she wasn't with me anymore. I must be dead; this was my punishment for everything I had done wrong through my life. I was stripped of my wolf, forever to be left alone.

There was no time sitting here, at least I didn't think there was. I couldn't tell. I just sat there, cowered against the wall, wallowing in my own self-pity at being stuck in this place. Yes, this was it, this place was hell. At one time I would have thought being in a place that help no expectations, no other beings I would be happy. I could live my life calmly and safely, but now being in a place that offered that I realized just how much I didn't want that. I realized how much I did not want to be dead. Why did I sacrifice myself to kill Jared? I was so stupid, I should have gone to Elias, I should have stayed with him.

What if...if...if...if. Everything would be different if... but isn't that the way life always is. I was rambling in my mind now. How long had I been here? Seconds, minutes, hours, days, years? There was nothing to gauge anything by.