I slowly walked down the dark halls of the Temple. I didn’t bother to use my lightsaber as a light source; I remembered the Temple corridors like the back of my hand.
You’re no Padawan of mine. His words were etched into my mind, burning the very trust and happiness away. I was silently crying and I was upset. I wasn’t mad, though. I was too sad to be mad. Again, like many times before, I had let my old Master down. Again.
That killed me. Every inch of my heart was aching, covering itself in sadness and hiding the shame.
At the same time, I was confused. I didn’t know how he could be disappointed, I only saved our lives. I don’t know what he meant when he said I ‘fell like Anakin fell.’ I wasn’t a murderer. I didn’t kill hundreds of innocent Jedi; I only killed worthless and disloyal clones. That’s not a big deal; clones are replaced every rotation. One dies, another is cloned.
I don’t know why he couldn’t understand that. I understood everything perfectly.
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Padawan Gone ~ AU (2nd Installment of the Padawan Series)
FanfikceIn the second installment of the Padawan series, Andora finds her world split between the light and the dark. Finding all the Jedi she loved have perished in The Great Jedi Purge, Andora spirals into a powerful rage. Killing innocents, slaughtering...