It was awkward at first now that Newt knew he had loved me but when he got used to it things returned to normal and he was the same again when around me. We are getting close to the day when we will embark on our mission to save Minho as well as Sonya and Aris. We were prepared and ready. We believed in ourselves and all of us thought this was going to be successful.
Newt was of course surprised with what he had recently found out about him and me but somehow he wasn't that shocked. At first, he didn't understand how to be around me but soon he realized why his past self loved me. I was strong yet weak, and he knew that if I show my weakness to you, I see you as special. When I show him my weaknesses he feels special, wanted almost. He wants to protect me and keep me close. I am funny and smart as well, something that a lot of people like in a person. I always knew how to comfort a person as well. I was amazing and that was what made him realize how much he wanted to love me. He wanted to remember me so badly just so that maybe he can put a smile on my face again. My smile was always something that made him relax. He couldn't help but be addicted to me, he wanted to be with me. He wanted to be the one I seek for comfort. He didn't know how but he solely believed that he fell for me again without him or I noticing.
"You know what I always found to be weird."
"What?"-Thomas
"How in clam chowder there is no clam. What's the point of calling it clam chowder if it doesn't have clam in it?"
"I was thinking the same thing!"-Thomas
I gasped.
"Our twin power is becoming more powerful."
"We will be reading our minds by the end of all of this."-Thomas
"You two realize there is clam in clam chowder."-Newt
"Wait, really?"
We all laughed at that and Newt was worried for us but laughed with us. We finished eating our dinner and took a walk around the campgrounds. Thomas then talked to us, particularly me since Newt already knew about his concerns.
"I am worried that we will make a mistake. I had promised Minho that whatever happens, I'll save him, I need to keep that promise. I don't want to get caught by WICKED either. I don't want to forget you again. I just found my sister again. I can't lose you."-Thomas
"Don't worry you guys won't fail because if you do then we will go to WICKED's headquarters and burn the place down and Minho will jump out of a window or something and we will catch him. Everything will go fine. You won't forget me either because no one will be able to do the surgery to change your memories. The box doesn't work that way. So I won't be leaving you anytime soon."
I smile at him and he pulls me into a hug and picks me up off the ground a little.
"Bro, you are killing me."
I squirm in his grasp and he laughs as he places me down.
"I wish I had a sibling."-Newt
Both me and Thomas look at him, wanting to tell him but we don't so we just stare at him. I did tell Thomas that Newt has a sister because he asked if we were the only siblings and I wasn't going to lie to my brother.
"You guys know something, don't you? Why else would you be staring at me?"-Newt
"There is something behind you."-Thomas
Newt turns around and Thomas grabs my hand and runs away laughing.
We headed into our positions. I hid behind a rock with a gun waiting for them to get here. When they did we came out of hiding and got the berg. We flew over to Thomas' group and picked them up. They were screaming with joy so I'm guessing we succeeded. We land near the ocean only to find Aris and Sonya but no Minho.
"Guys, Minho isn't here. Why isn't Minho here?" I was yelling and Thomas came over to me holding my arms down as tears came to my eyes.
"Woah, Woah Y/n calm down."-Thomas
"Thomas you-you don't understand. Minho, I-." I began to fall to the floor. Thomas began to cradle me in his arms. Everyone starts to get out except Newt and Thomas. Thomas held onto me as Newt stood nearby both of them hating to see me so upset.
"I know Y/n. I know how you feel."-Thomas
"Hey, Minho will be okay, he's the best of them all."-Newt
"You don't understand. The things they will do." I breathe in. "I know what they will do, I've seen what they will do."
"What do you mean?"-Thomas
"WICKED is going to run tests on him, he is the only immune they have that has been through all trials. They are going to slowly drain out his blood, like torture. Slowly but surely until he has nothing to give them. The tests are going to be brutal. As a punishment they had Minho stand in a room tied up with a Griever. They don't know when to stop. That's why I left, they don't stop, they won't stop hurting the ones I love."
"We will get Minho back, no matter what, remember we will burn down WICKED and Minho will jump out a window? We will get him back."-Thomas
"Yeah, you're right he is strong, and we will get him back. I'm sorry for freaking out there, but I'm going to have to take you up on that promise."
"Don't be sorry, we are here for you."-Newt
"Of course."-Thomas
We exit the train cart and go out. Newt was behind me and then grabbed my arm.
"Tell me, is it worth knowing what the past was?"-Newt
I turn to Newt with my bloodshot eyes from the crying and rubbing of my eyes. I wanted to let him know about the good stuff of the past, but to be honest it could be better if he didn't know. There are too many bad things, painful things that I am glad he forgot about. I want to be selfish here, I truly do but I think I love him more.
"If I was to be honest with you, no."
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Newt x Reader (Older) Don't Leave Me Book: 2
FanfictionEveryone was taken away. All she ever wants was for them to come back to her. Her biggest dream is to stand near the ocean with everyone she loves next to her, but even when they do come back they keep trying to slip away. Summaries are so hard to w...
