universe apart (1 Finished/editing )

chapter 6 :

Back at home :

(Walking into my bedroom. Dropping my schoolbag on the ground and just collapse onto my bed.)

Just like a regular afternoon after school. I am all alone leaving to make dinner and tidy up the house.

My mom at work just like my older brother and my middelst...I don't know.

But still...I hear the constant sentences from my mom and siblings .

"You do nothing anyways !"

"I always must bring al the money into the house !"

"Why can't you just help a little around the house ?"

"You always do nothing."

I would admit I do not always do the most or something but atleast I do something. Do more than I did in the past.

That's something else I have been quite shocked off.

My grades have been dropping...
I am less motivated...
And less positive or productive...
And more silend...

But nobody doesn't even regonize it...

(The sound of a vacuum switch on. The red haired start vacuming the living room .)

I remember ones my mother talked about a 13 year old that toke some pills planning on suicided.
Apparntly my mother knew her parents...good people.

"But how couldn't her parents not see it ?"

"There must be some indegaters ?"

"Like losing sleep or her grades or just something."

(Switching of the vacuum . Grapping the duster and starts dusting off.)

Sometime parents doesn't understand. So easy to say but when it cames to seeing or doing...that's another thing.

Why didn't she saw the changes in me ?

Or have I just been hiding it to good from everyone ?