It's 4 o'vlock in the morning and I am still sitting still on that very same spot for the last 3 hours.
Not even made one move just sitting there...rethinking all the choices I am made.
The good and the bad...but I can't tell if I am a bad or a good person.(Litting on a ciggarate and taking a deep inhale.)
Many times I have heard beforw I am a good person...but in times like now where I have a ciggarate in my mouth and a beer bottle right beside me...show else ways.
(Standing up from the ground walking towards my shelf.)
How did I end up here ?
I am not even sure anymore...
(Reaching down into one of my drawers. Below my pencil and pencil sharpeners.)
Hallo there ones again friend, has been long and hard.
But I did it.
And now I am destroying ones in a flick of a moment.
"I am so sorry for everyone I am letting down now...I am sorry Katsumu."I said with the tears slowly slipping down my face as I crashed onto the ground.
Slowly I pulled my trousers up...showing my bare skin.
My hand shaking as I hold the sharp object in my hand.
Hesitation in the backof my mind...but nothing to stop me...
As the sharp object point pushing into my flesh.
(A hand grapping my wrist.)
"Don't you even dare..."

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universe apart (1 Finished/editing )
Fanfictionsplited universes...is there a possiblity that true love can came from a diffrent time line or place ? (Warning : may contain self harming or suicudal thoughts and swearing )