Harboring Feelings >> Becstin

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↓TWO WEEKS LATER↓

AUSTIN'S POV

"Becky! We can talk about this!" Jimmy yells at the entrance of Becky's front door.

"Go away!" She groans on the other side of the door, I would know. I'm watching her on my computer. I'm aware of any and all visitors at the Gomez residence.

"I just want to talk." He pleads.

"We've done enough talking please, leave me alone." She says weakly.

"B, I-I know we're in a rough patch right now, but I need to tell you something." He says lowly.

"Does it involve me?" She asks.

"Well, yes and no. Please open the door." He sounds so desperate.

"Just tell me through the door. It can't be thatbad." She says.

There's a minute of silence.

"Right?" She rasps.

"No, Becky. It is that bad." Jimmy sighs and presses his forehead on the door. The door opens so quickly that Jimmy nearly falls inside he doorway.

Jimmy and Becky's relationship has been rocky lately. Not that I'm complaining. But, they've been arguing about the smallest things.

"What is it?" She asks sternly.

"Well, you see a couple weeks ago-"

"You've kept this from me for two weeks!" She exclaims.

"You haven't heard what I've said yet!" He shouts.

"I don't care! Two weeks, Jimmy!"

"You're not listening to me, Becky!"

"What could possibly be so horrible that you haven't told me for two weeks? I can understand a day! Or a week, but-"

"I cheated on you!" He shouts over her rambling.

He what?

"You what?" She squeaks, her eyes blink rapidly.

"I-I didn't mean for it to happen." He tries to explain.

"With who?" She asks meekly.

"I don't think it matters now-"

"With who?" She asks harshly.

"Jes." He says quietly.

"Jessica Sanders? The head cheerleader with a big bust and an even bigger ego?!" She shouts angirly.

"It didn't mean anything!"

"Is it because she's prettier than me?" I can see the tears in her eyes and the straining of her voice. It let's me know that she's about to break down.

This guy is such a fucking asshole.

"You haven't really gave me what I need, when I need it, Becky." He argues.

"You cheated on me, because I don't put out for you?!"

Are you fucking kidding me?

"I understand that you want to wait until you're ready, but I couldn't help it." He says.

Well, maybe I can't help it if a knife plummets into your chest, you fucking asshole.

"You couldn't help it? You 'couldn't fucking help it'?!" She screams.

"I'm sorry!"

"You think by saying sorry everything will be okay?! Well, it doesn't make it better, you jerk!" She yells.

"I don't know what you want me to-"

"Just leave." She cuts him off.

"Becky, I-"

"I said leave!"

"I don't want to leave you like this."

"Haven't you done enough relationship ruining for one day? Just go." She croaks.

"Becky, I love y-"

"No, just shut up and leave!" She shouts.

"We have to talk this out."

"I don't want to 'talk this out' with you, leave!" She barks.

"I'm not leaving."

"Please just give me some time." She whimpers.

"Fine, I'll give you some time." He agrees.

"No calls. No texts. Don't even look at me in the halls. And maybe after this week-"

"What do you mean a week?" He interrupts.

"We're not talking for a week is what I mean." She growls.

"You have got to be kidding me." He groans. Becky glares at him and he sighs. "Fine. But, if I see a guy around you so help me God I'll-"

"You'll what? You have no room to talk about loyalty." She sneers. Jimmy looks like his heart has been smashed and I couldn't help but smirk.

"You're right. I-"

"The week starts now." She shuts the door in his face.

(A/N: Little does he know how much I think about him, how much I care for him, and how much I cry for him.

You should check out a fic I'm co-writing with Mahonehadmelike called Friends with Benefits it's also a Becstin fan fic.

- ❤ Luz)