Harboring Feelings >> Becstin

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AUSTIN'S POV

"I can't do this anymore, Austin." Ari snaps at me. I give her a hard glare.

"When Becky crawls back to me you can leave." I spit at her.

"She's not going to want you, Austin. You've done too much damage." She replies. She sits at the end of the bed. We've just finished 'hooking up' again. It's a lot like acting. I mean, we didn't even touch each other. We just made it sound like we did. Rob comes bursting through the door. He looks surprised that we are both still fully clothed.

"I thought you two..." He trails off. Ari runs up to him and kisses him deeply.

"I love you and only you, Rob. We have never even touched each other besides holding hands." She explains.

"Are you doing this all because of Becky?" His question is directed to me.

"I wouldn't touch your girl, Rob. This all just for her." I say truthfully.

"Then, you should know that she was literally just with Calum. I interrupted when I was going to ask for his charger." He says. My heart drops to the floor and two stories below me at his words.

"Did-did she kiss him?" I swallow the lump that's forming in my throat.

"I saw her lipstick smeared and everything." He says. I turn my head away from him because his words hurt me too much to look at him.

"So are we still going to the club?" Ari asks Rob.

"Yeah, we are. I need a drink." I murmur.

"Am I supposed to be on set?" She asks me referring to the acting we have to pull in front of everyone. I nod. She sighs and looks at Rob.

"After we're done I'm all yours tonight." She whispers to him.

If only Becky was like that with me. If only Becky wanted me like I wanted her. If only that bastard Calum wouldn't be kissing her right now.

I groan and march out the door. I go down the hallway. Pictures of Calum's hands on Becky's body causes more anger to swell up inside me. I burst through his door only to find Becky lying on the bed watching Calum strum his guitar. She gives me a questioning look and looks back at Calum.

"That was awesome, Cal. By far, my favorite song you have sung tonight." She praises him.

"Do you need something?" She asks me.

"Are you happy with yourself?" I ask her harshly. She frowns at my words.

"What are you talking about?" She asks me.

"I'm talking about you and this fuckboy over here!" I shout.

"Like you're any different!" She says. She jumps up from the bed and tries to lunge at me, but Calum grabs her and holds her back. Jealousy flares as I see him hold her waist.