Harboring Feelings >> Becstin

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Quick recap in case some of you guys are confused: Becky's parents died in a car accident and the culprit was never found. Becky grew up with Austin and Carter (Austin's dad) was training them both. Becky is heir to the organizations' branch in California. But, when Austin cheated on her she left to Florida (where Andreas is). The past between Andreas, Austin and Becky has not been posted yet but it will all make sense soon. Becky still doesn't know about her feelings for Austin yet she just trying to get her life in check. Austin still loves Becky and all that but she still hasn't discovered what he did to her. But when her memory was manipulated she lived with her uncle who also left California for her to be safe. She lived with Mateo (her uncle) and his wife, who Becky thought was her real parents, but they weren't. But, Mateo died in recent chapters because of Andreas, that fuckmook. lol anyways, that's about it. Continue reading.

BECKY'S POV

I don't make eye contact with anyone as I ate my breakfast quietly. I stare at my plate while the face of my uncle flashes through my head.

'Sometimes you have to take this life as it comes. You have to learn how to roll with the punches.'

'Don't trust anyone.'

Andreas' face rushes into my mind. I clench my hand around my fork; my hands start to shake. I don't shake in anxiety, or fear-it was out of anger.

"Hey, B?" Calum's voice pulls me out of angered thoughts.

"Yes?" I ask harshly.

"Whoa. Now mom's mad." He snickers while he drinks juice from the carton. Letting my rage get the best of me I throw my utensil that was next to me (which happened to be a knife) at him. Calum looks at the juice carton that is now dripping from the knife that sliced into the carton.

"Good aim." He says. I get up and stomp over to him.

"What are you talking about?" I ask him. I pull the knife out from the carton and the liquid slips to the ground.

"I missed." I reply darkly. Calum gulps. I take notice of how close we are. Calum leans down to my face and I distance myself.

"What are you doing?" I ask him. His face flushes in embarrassment.

"I-I thought I-uh-" He stutters.

"Dude. I'm with Austin." I say. My words tumble out before I could stop them.

"You are?" He asks sadly.

"I mean...yeah. Remember you told me." I trail off.

"O-oh yeah. I forgot." He says.

"You forgot?" I ask him.

"Well, yeah." He says awkwardly, "I'm-I'm just going to-yeah." He heads to the living room, but he bumps his shoulder on the doorway. I giggle at his action. He gives me an embarrassed smile and walks away.