i miss you

Milkshakes

*Lilly's POV

I knew what he wanted. The moment I saw him with my sister, I knew he was no different than any other guy out there. Only one thing was on his mind. I frowned to myself for a second when I reallly realized he wanted THAT from my sister. Even though she wasn't innocent like me, I didn't want her stooping that low, so I tried to rescue her. But she didn't want saving. I should have known, but I had to try. But then Calum did something weird. He left her and came after me. When he did that, I was going to quickly turn him down, let him know that I'm not like that, but then it occured to me, if he was with me, he'd back off my sister. 

I had no intention of sleeping with him, or even kissing him. I couldn't do that. I'd never kissed a guy before, and I didn't want to waste such a special thing on someone who would kiss me then leave. I couldn't let him know that, of course because if he knew, he'd leave me and chase after Stacy. She doesn't know what's good for her. 

So for now, I'm going to keep Calum distracted until he finds another girl to chase. I won't let him have Stacy, and he won't want anyone like me. I'm a prude, a good girl, but until he finds that out, he'll be distracted enough to leave my sister alone. 

"Lil? What flavor?" Calum looked at me with a smile. God, he was good looking, but I've always known that. 

I shake my head, clearing my thoughts and answer, "Strawberry please." 

The waitress nodded with a smile, wrote in her notepad and left. "Strawberry?" Calum laughed.

I felt the blush creeping to my cheeks as I shrugged, "pink is my favorite color."

"Pink really? Pink is such...a girly colour." 

"Yeah, I don't know. Maybe it's because I'm a girl." I stated, a bit of teasing in my voice. 

His eyes turned dark as they moved down slowly then back up. His gaze made everything suddenly hotter. "Oh I know that darling." He smirked. 

I squirm in the booth, completely uncomfortable with his statement. I needed to change the subject quickly. "Have you been here before? To this restaraunt? They have the best milkshakes."

"I usually enjoy a different type of milkshake." He winks and I rack my brain. What did he mean?

"What do you mean? Is there a better icecream shop around?" 

"Oh no honey, I-"

"One chocolate shake, and one strawberry shake. Enjoy!" The lady said as she put the glasses on the table. 

I took a sip from my shake and of course it was amazing. Just as I'd always remembered. It was so good that I had to close my eyes and hum my pleasure. When I opened my eyes, I saw black eyes watching me intently. It made me feel so awkward. "What?" I asked.

"That was the sexiest thing I'd ever seen." He admitted, making me blush yet again. I don't think I can do this. I look around the room, looking for maybe a quick excuse to leave, but there was nothing. And then I remembered the whole reason for me being with him tonight. To keep Stacy out of trouble. I could do this for her. She is my older sister. I had to do this for her. 

I sighed and stuck my hands under my thighs and started swinging my legs back and forth. A nervous habit I had. If I ever felt nervous, I'd have to move my legs by either running, swaying, shaking or tapping. But as I swung my legs, I hit something. 

"Oh, wanna play footsies? Wanna get started here then have to leave back to my place in a hurry?" He licked his lips. "I can help us along if you want, Lil." His voice became raspy, and for the first time ever, I allowed my thoughts to drift.