i miss you

Broken Heart

*Katy's POV*

It had been a few weeks since that night with Zach. When I had woken up the next day in Luke's arms, I took a moment to realize what had happened the night before and when I did, I got worried about Zach so I called him. The call became too much for me after a while because Zach was so upset, so I just hung up. Of course he had every right to be mad, but right then I couldn't handle it. I had curled back up in the bunk with Luke and fell asleep again.

But now, weeks later, I'm looking in the mirror staring at my blank eyes. For a few days now, I've been waking up early in the morning only to throw up. At first I thought I was just sick, but when I wasn't bleeding when I should have been, another thought came to mind. So I took this oppertunity when the guys were doing an interview to go to the bathroom. I moved my gaze the white stick on the counter. Two lines equal positive. I lifted my shirt to gaze at my naked stomach. Could there really be a baby in there?

"Hey Katy?" The knock at the door sent me into a panic. I quickly put my shirt down and grabbed the stick and threw it in the sack it came in. "You okay? You've been in there a long time." Erika said softly.

I wasn't 100% sure. These tests weren't always accurate, but all the signs pointed to the truth. I opened the door quietly and looked at my best friend.

"What's wrong?"

"I think... I think I'm-" I didn't know how to say it. "I think I'm pregnant."

"Woah, you're what?! How the hell? WHO? Did you and Luke-"

"No! Luke and I haven't done anything. We are just friends."

"So then..?"

"Zach. The night after the concert I we kinda got drunk and...did it."

"OH MY GOD! You and Zach had sex? and now you're pregnant with his baby?!" she screamed. If anyone else was on the bus, I would have been pissed, but because there wasn't, I just simply answered.

"I think so. I'm not sure though."

"You need to tell someone so we can get home." she started heading off the bus, but I grabbed her just in time.

"What? No, I'm not going home? What's the difference of..." Suddenly it hit me and I couldn't finish talking. I couldn't move. I couldn't breathe.

"Katy.. you're freaking white, are you okay?"

No! I'm not okay. I'm a senior in highschool and I'm pregnant. I thought to myself, but I couldn't speak.

"Sit down before you pass out." she said grabbing my arm and leading me to the couch. I sat there, frozen, watching as my fingers lightly stroked across my belly. So many thoughts went through my mind.

I don't know how long I sat there in my own little world, but in time, I started hearing hushed voices.

"How long?"

"A while now I guess. She hasn't said much-"

"You fucking told him? What the hell? I thought I said not to say anything! I told you I'm not going home." I screamed as I looked at Erika and Luke talking.

"Told me what?" Luke asks and Erika shook her head when I looked at her. Crap, she didn't say anything. Well that's just great.

"Nothing, never mind." I said with a smile, trying to erase the scene that just happened.

"Are you okay?" he asked, walking over to me.

"I'm fine. Just tired." I shrugged.

"Go back to bed then." he said smoothly.