Pain With Regrets *complete*

ch thirteen

Hello friends... Are you guys still with this story???..so this ch is the continuation of ch.ten.   Where Ming, pha and kit saved him from those bad boys..

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Beam's  P. O. V

I slowly tried to open my eyes...

My head hurts and my eyes also.. ...

I still feel those hands choking my neck...

"wa.. t.. Water"       I said with a very weak voice .

Pha and kit rushed to me.. ..

That's when I realized that I am not alone...

Kit handed made me drink water holding glass in his hands and pha supported my body while I was sitting.....

After quenching my thirst, pha again made me lay on the bed and wayo also came near me and handed pha a bowl..

Pha again made me sit on my bed and blow the food full spoon and started feeding me...

I deserve applause for holding my tears this time...

After so long I felt pha's fatherly love again...

After so so long I felt cared again...

After so so long I felt happy again...

I completed the porridge and layed on my bed again...

Pha handed wayo the bowl and wayo left in the direction of of kitchen....

Pha slowly started stroking my hairs..

Kit was standing in front of my door collecting some medicine from a man.... Which I guess is Ming...

Ming... He still refuse to even spare a glance at me...

But the presence of pha and kit was already too much blissful for me that I wanted nothing more today...

I don't know when and how but I slept again.....

"only three days.. "

"yes only three days are left "     I heard kit and pha chatting...

"what do you think Ai'pha .."        said kitty..

"I don't know ai'kit  . But I guess he needs us right now.. "        answered pha..

"yey.. I saw his medicine kit... He really need us"      again said kit and pha completed his words with whispers.

"or maybe ai' forth "

Forth . .....

What....

What three days....

Then I realized that it's only three days left... After three days.. My forth will become of someone else man...

If I remember correctly.. That man is Sam...

My forth will become Sam's forth..

My love will become Sam's love...

My man will become Sam's man..

My heart will become Sam's heart.. 

I know that I am already weeping but now I started sobbing loudly.. That when pha and kit realised that I am already awake.....

I know they already understood that I heard them....

Kit came closer to me and hugged me but I clinged onto him like my life depends on him....

Pha remained standing there without and movement....

I cried and cried...

I stopped when my eyes started hurting and all my tears are now dried...

I don't think that I can cry anymore... This is the first time I want to cry more but can't...

My tears are not floating anymore...

I stood up and went inside my bathroom.... Took my shower and tried to cry there alone, silently but can't...

My chest hurt... It hurt like hell but it's not weeping anymore...

I came outside the bathroom, fully dressed in and blue T-shirt and black lower...

"Er.... Er..  Beam we need to go now.. "

I looked at kit confusedly when he spoke.. 

And I now noticed that kit is alone here...

Pha is already goan...

Pha also left me...

"We got a message from forth's mom to come there 3 days before the marriage... So that forth could be in ease before he get married to Sam.. She don't want forth to ever be in guilt... I mean.. She don't... Like... "    

Said kit with shuttings.. Thinking that his words will hurt me.. 

"I understand kit..  I also got her message with invitation card... "    I said

"wait let me pack my things.. "    I again said...

"that not a thing to worry... We already packed your things"    he said..

I nodded and walked to my closet to find other clothes to wear...

I choose a with shirt, peach jacket and with pant.

I changed and went with kit to Japan them in the car....

Pha, wayo and Ming was already there...

I sit in kit's car...

I sat on the back seat of the car...

Kit sat besides my left and wayo besides my right...

Pha was on driving seat and the passenger seat was still empty for Ming.....

But I noticed that Ming is not making any move to sit there instead walked to the other car...

"Ming "    called kit and quickly went outside the car...

Did

Kit also left me...

I thought but I still didn't felt any pain

Maybe I already felt too much that my emotions have got stuck somewhere..

They say don't hurt a person too much that the person stop feeling hurt...

I guess I am in the same situation now...

When the buildings started moving then I noticed that pha already started driving..

Wayo also sat besides pha on passenger seat and I am alone on back seat....

.maybe kit and Ming will come with another car...

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I thought that beam us getting too much hurt..  So I petty him...

He won't get hurt anymore  .i promise.. Haha..

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