It's been four years since forth start courting beam..
It's been one year since he stopped courting beam..
It's been one year since beam understood his feeling for forth....
It's been six month since forth start dating someone else...
It's been on...
The whole night was sleepless for that restless person which is recognized as forth Jaturaphoom..
He was mumbling, cruseing, blushing checking himself,...
With passing time he was becoming more and more anxious... He was waiting for a particular person...
The the cute boy besides him started thinking about his decision again...
Sam, looking at his soon to going to be husband, he could only think that is it okay that he invited beam..
He might be kind, but loosing the person he love is something he never ask....
He always tries to find his happiness in forth but is it wrong...... the only thing he want in return is forth...
He is not asking forth to love him now but let him love forth....
'Is it too much' thought Sam...
"p'forth " called Sam as he tried to make forth realize that he's also wake now...
"oh morning Sam... You wake.. Pls forgive me if I disturb your sleep " greeted forth with apology also....
"no p.. I am good... BTW... You are looking more handsome today" praised Sam with blush forming on his pale smooth cheeks...
Today forth was indeed looking handsome in his black t shirt with black ripped jeans and black denim jacket.. A chain on his neck to complementing his look....
A small smile also appeared on forth's lips....
But this time it didn't fade...
Maybe for few minutes forth Jaturaphoom again become Engenearing forth... That university boy.... Who only thinks of good side..
"okay get ready dear.. We'll be late for airport " said forth as he went to Sam and cupped his cheeks....
For good seconds Sam was stunned...
He was just looking at forth who kissed his forehead before going outside of their bedroom....
This was the first time forth insisted something like this....
Sam was still in his thoughts when forth came inside again...
"sam" called forth to the confused looking Sam..
"tsk"
Forth chuckled when he found Sam confused... He knows why???
Again an unexpected touch was felt by Sam...
His face was again in his fiance's palm...
Forth squeezed Sam's checks and make them to form a pout...
"tsk"
"I know what you were thinking when you wake up... But remember Sam, it's you.. It's you dear who is my fiance... Who is going to be my husband.. My wife... Soon to be Sam Jaturaphoom... You are special... You are special because it's you... It's Sam who loves me... It's Sam who care for me... It's Sam who help me... It's Sam who collected me... It's Sam who made me one again... It's you Sam.. It's you.. Never think trash again " forth comforted his fiance...
Forth has been debating to himself last night...
Every question had only two answer... *beam or sam*
He thought each and every things...
It would be wrong if you say that his every question's first answer was *beam*
If you ask who hurted him answer is beam...
But again, who forth loves , answer is beam.... Yes even though after years his love is still strong as before but it's just get packed up somewhere deep in his heart and mind...
And the only key to open it was the name. *beam*
But again on the second thoughts his mind always says Sam...
Sam is not his second choice... But beam is his first choice who forth still can't forget.....
Sam is not the second priority, he's just late..
Sam came when forth was too deeply in love with beam....
And all forth needs to do is give a chance to person who made him alive again, Sam...
"but what about you p" asked Sam... He could see all the feeling in forth's eyes right now.... But all his fiance's eyes were lacking was love.... Sam tried to find love in forth's eyes for himself... But he couldn't..
And Sam's this question made forth to loose his palms.....
For a second, just for a second... Forth's eyes became numb...
But he made his eye contact more deep with Sam said cleared his side...
"give me little more time na Sam... After that day., I never meet beam.. I need to give him a proper good bye... Because my heart still remember him"
Listening the honest reply from forth made sam little confidence...
Yes, few things could only be forget by proper good bye... Running away is not the solution..
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Vote goal : 50. (it will take time, pls give me time)
I tried my best to express the situation here.. Please try to understand what I wanted to say..
And don't get too much emotional here.. Because next chapter could be Beam's p. O. V... We all know how much he suffered..
Tsk Tsk.. My domie.. I hate myself..
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