Pain With Regrets *complete*

explanation

Hi.. My sweeties...

So I am here to explain forth's side... 

Not one, two or three people but a lot of you guys think that forth is wrong here...

Umm can you tell me what forth did wrong???

Why hate him????

What forthbeam had was broken year back when beam rejected him...

What beam is suffering is not forth's fault

Maybe when he was emotional he thought that it's because of him but no..   The truth is that he is not the one who when to God and asked him to write this in Beam's destiny...

It was not his fault that he was broken and humiliated badly that it brought him to leave his own country....

Beam was not a kid that time that forth would forgive his doing like nothing happened...

Forth had so much boiled up inside him that just that humiliated day made everything worsen...

Remember not one,  two, three.   Forth was in love with beam for five year and hot rejected in the worst way ......

It was not him who told beam to be friend with phakit and get bit depend on them.....

He was not the one who broke beam...

He was there to pick each and every piece of beam...   Saving him from crying.... But what he get in the last...

He was not the one who told phayo,  mingkit to behave like this with beam,  in fact if you guys remember he begged them to be with beam till the last.. 

He was not the whole asked beam to become a Casanova and get so many enemies....

In fact he hide his pain strongly whenever he would see beam with someone else...

He was even saving beam from every harm..  Every enemie

He was not the one who hired people to rape beam... 

In fact not knowing what's happening there with beam his heart was not in rest.....

It was like you love someone so much but that someone don't spare your a glance instead behave like you are some what embarrassing...

This is what happened with forth in those last year's.. 

Beam is depressed.  .

Was he the one to throw beam into depression no???

He will try his best to bring the old beam...

But if it's not happening that doesn't mean he didn't try...

Why he is not allowed to move on...???

Why he is not allowed to someone else who was with him in his worst???

He was depressed too but he came out of his thoughts..  Cause it was a choice...

It's not forths fault my dear readers...

Its just the situation they are in...

And second of all the story is still on going so pls don't judge it...

Third...  In the last update,  my last sentence was that beam went to rooftop...

Did I say that he is attempting suicide?? 

No..

A big no...

Then why judge before next update..

He is emotionally broken but not stupid to do something like this...

I never make him pathetic...

After all ten things happened to him..  He is still alive..  Smiling to other and showing his best to others so it's means he is strong...

Beam in my stories Would  never be pathetic ...

Lastly....

It's a forthbeam story..  So wait until this story comes to end....

And dear,  Sam is such a pure soul..  How could I just abandon him like he never existed...

.no I can't...  And I won't..

Wait

Just wait till this story comes to an end...

Dam its such a long explanation..

Thank you,

See all in next update..