Pain With Regrets *complete*

ch twelve

So this chapter is past of beam....  Contenution of chapter eight...

Surprise.  Surprise Suprice.....
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Beam's  P. O. V

I wake up with a heavy head...

I felt sticky on my hairs.... I touched it and felt a thick liquid then I remembered what happened on last night..

What's going on...

Why I am behaving like this...

Why wayo's words hurt me...

Forth give me what I want... Right??

He

He..

He.....

He left me......

But what's I am feeling now...

Why there's a pain in my heart...

Why I want to see my phone if he have send me a message...

Why I am missing him...

Why I wanted to see him...

As I think of seeing him... Hot liquid again start going from my eyes...

"I miss you forth "    I wishperd looking at my phone which is somehow thrown on floor...

I went to bathroom thinking a warm shower will help me to relax....

Slowly I massaged my head and cleared the dried blood from my hairs..

After cleaning my body I walked to my closet to choose my cloths...

Still with little sore eyes and with a headache I get ready and left my room to go uni...

I see I am already late....  After one hour it will be lunch time...

I don't know how but I am already on my usual seat of medical canteen... Somehow my heart still hope that he will come to see me again...

Seconds turned into minutes... And now it's already lunch time...

Students started gathering in canteen.. Like usual...

But I felt little uncomfortable when I notice them looking at me...

I know the chaos I made will never be forget by anyone..

To see forth....  This is why I am here but my eyes were also searching someone else...

Pha and kit.. But I can't see anyone here.... Maybe professor stopped them...

My still forth searching eyes stop when a girl came in front of me and take the chair opposite to me..

"yes"     I asked... My voice was new to me also... It was little sad... But why...

"beam.... I m esa.. "   she introduced herself...

I looked at bet from top to bottom...

She have white skin... Big, round black eyes,  tall,  slim,  perfect body curves,  and handfull pair of boob's.. Just my type...

I am here to say sorry to forth 'cause my action my really bad..

But smirk... I can say sorry to him later right...

I stopped talking to my self when the girl.... What her name... Er... Errr.... Sia.... Wait.... Ester... No... Es..... Esa.. Yes.. Esa..

 I Stood up and take my fingers in her... And start dragging me lightly...