Pain With Regrets *complete*

chapter thirty six

 FORTH'S P.O.V

"beam let's go  "      i said to my beam , when i  saw beam getting tired from all the dancing ..

"hmm"  

'honestly i still can't believe what happen ... beam and me are  married now ..  With all the rituals and laws .. '

i took beam's hand who just smile at me .. but i promise to my self to bring the old beam back ..

the prankster, confidence , joyfull beam 

i will make him to believe in himself , i want my old carefless , brat , foul mouth beam who is not easy to deal with  ....

we walked to mom who was standing alone talking to few ladies ...

as she saw us she quickly  hugged me and beam tightly ..

"i am so proud of my sons ... i am really that no matter happened you fight for each other ..   and beamie my son remember that i am just i complaint away , just say and i will teach this son of mine a big lesson if he hurt you ... okay ??????????????"                         mom said while taking beam's hand on her ..

"maeeeee ..." i whined like a kid ,  but beam he looked really cute while cupping his cheeks out of shyness ...  he   is really a fluff ball ..

"mom where's dad  "     i asked as i couldn't see him in the garden ..

"ammm he , ______"

"we are leaving "     i heard dad who cut mom and spoke ...

i turned around to see him with a suit case and sam tailing behind him looking all devastrated .....   

and then i remember what dad told me ..

"and you want to marry beam , forget it forth , if not then forget that i was ever a part of your life ... i won't throw you out of family as i know your mother loves you the most , but instead i will leave this house , and i sewer by your name son i won't come back ever ..... no matter what

i stunned , 

' no , i don't want it .... i can't live without dad ... i can't '

"noooooo , dad no please don't leave me dad .. please dad .. i will do everything you will say please don't go ... i am sorry papa .. forth sorry papa, he will not disobey you anymore but please don't leave me  and mom na please papa please "       i hugged dad and tear formed in my eyes  ...

but dad didn't react ..

he just stand there without putting his trolly suitcase down .....

i started loosing hopes when he didn't hug me back or said anything ...

but then  dad asked me ..

"everything ...???????????"     it was more like a question ..

i nodded my still hugging him ..

"then let me go son "          he said this time his voice cracked and i froze ..

i loose my hug and stood there just watching dad like a statue ....

as dad took a step ahead i felt stinging pain in my chest .

i wanted to say many things but no words come out of my mouth ....

" mark stop teasing him now see what you did "            i heard  mom saying this she hugged my head burrying my head on her hug and i felt beam holding my left hand ...

"shhhh   baby dad is just teasing you "   mom said while patting my head and i looked at dad and sam who was trying their best not to brust into laugh but fail when i looked at them like kicked puppy .../..

" come here son , how could you think that dad will leave you huh ??"         he said  while opening his arms but i shook my head and hold mom more tightly .....

"you are bad "    i said when i slowly understood what is going here  and retreated from mom's hug .....

"i am not takling to you  "    i said pointing my finger to dad and looked at sam who was smiling on our antics .....

"dear what is this .."   i asked him taking my steps near him , i felt beam holding my hand little bit more tightly but i should clear everything sam right now  ...  

" err. phi ...  you know i need some time to mend my broken heart so i was going to  nepal, bhutan  .    you know phi just a little time .. it's not like i am going to cut myself off from everyone , you all can still call or message me anytime you want but for now please let  me go .. and p' beam  need you right now for himself alone ..."

sam explained and said please when he saw that i am not finding this reason convensing ......

but to think carefully ... he is right ......i also needed time and a place away  for my broken heart ...

"okay but not today me and beam will send to you airport together but tomorrow ...."  i said and saw him going to protest me so i spoke before him 

"and i will not take no as answer "    i said and took his  bag from dad's hand and glared at dad ...

' how dare he gave me a heart attack '

" umm i  guess you and beam should go inside and rest , you both look so much tired from all the cries and surprises "   mom said   giving me and my beam  a kiss on our cheek ...

i nodded , dad tried to kiss me and beam also but i glared at him nonetheless let him do what he wants ....

" arrrr"    i exclaimed loudly when  my back touches my bed ...

so relaxing ....i didn't knew that i was so tired ....

i saw my love just standing at the edge of the bed not laying on it 

"  what are you  waiting my love , shall i carry you in bridal style and jump on bed ,just to break it huh????"        he instantly became whole red on what i said and hide his face in his palm ....

i just love this cute habit of his   ...

"come"      i opened my both hands and still laying on my bed asking him to lay down on me ...

he looked shy but still reach for my hands and I pulled him , making him  gasp ...

 i didn't said anything neighter he , we just lay in each others arms , savouring this beautiful feeling of love .... ..

"i love you beam  "   

he looked at me , tears fell down from both of our  eyes but the truth is truth ..

"i love you too forth "

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i want to complete this story here but no , i want atleast five or four chapter to show their life being changed after this marriage ..

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