Pain With Regrets *complete*

chapter thirty four

with the teary , painfull chest i am here standing in the altar waiting for sam ..

few more minutes and everything will be finish .. 

i will loose beam forever ...

 the promise of  staying with him forever ...

forth hates the fact that his eyes could not see beam any where right now 

or maybe from now on wards never 

his hands were sweating and he started trembling a little when he saw his  groom coming now ...

in white suit , firm built , thick eye brows , dimples 

"wait???"    that actually come shockinly aloud from his mouth when he saw  

beam coming to meet him in wedding suit at altar  ...

his eyes were open wide .. his teary eyes didn't stop the tear anymore while looking at his beautiful groom taking small steps with the same teary and nervous eyes ..

"don't cry p ""    heard he familiar voice beside him 

"sam ??"    forth said questionly to sam who was looking at him with smiling eyes 

"he's best for you p"     with that sam took few steps back walking down the asile ..

letting beam meet forth there ..

while taking those steps back sam could see all his life  crumbling down like a castle of cards ..

everything just shartterd in his life .. but the fact that forth will be happy with beam forever made him stand there ...

but seeing the preist blessing them made him broke beyod repair .. 

taking more steps backward , he tried to  leave but got bump to a  strong chest 

"don't leave dad na son"     it was mark , mr. jaturaphoom who held sam's wrist frimly  ..

"please dad .. i need time .. i can't losse maa and you too .. but for now let this orphan go somewhere "    sam almost begged him .. he was loosing control ...

if not his love towards forth he might have pushed beam from asile for  taking his to  be husband ...

but it's true love makes you do things which you never have thought of  ..

"just little more son , than i myself will take you to airport .. please "     mark begged him too ... 

 his one son's happiness can't make him forget his other son's hurt 

they all stood there witnessing the true love knotting a tie forever ..

"forth jaturaphoom do you take beam baramee as you husband , do you promise to love him in sickness and in health , to cherish in his worst and his best , to stay with him in poorer and in richness , to hold his hand in fornt of everyone and alone .. do you ??"                  the priest asked looking happily at the two silently weeping lovers and shedding happy tears 

"yes, i do "     forth replied quickly looking at his beam who gave him the biggest smile of his life ..

"do you , beam baramee take forth jaturaphoom as your husband , do you  do you promise to love him in sickness and in health , to cherish in his worst and his best , to stay with him in poorer and in richness , to hold his hand in fornt of everyone and alone .. do you ??"   

"yes , i do "  beam also replied quickly .. he can't  wait to become forth's 

" with the power within me,  I pronounce you both husbands and now  you may kiss the groom "   the priest said ..

forth pulled beam lightly towards him and lean down a bit ...  beam  closed his eyes to feel forth's lips on his but that din't happen as he felt those warm moist lips on his forehead ..

he smiled happily before forth pulled him tightly in his embrace .. so tighly that it could suffocate someone but not beam..

he hugged forth with same force and  felt his crook of neck getting wet with the tears of forth ...

most of the guest couldn't understand the reason of this but those who know  are shedding tears , trying their best not to sob in public ..

"don't leave me beam .. please never .. i can't .. i  can't be happy without you please "   those were the wishpers only for beam but the priest heard them too and smiled happily ,blessing the couple again in his heart and praying for them 

" i will. not my forth .. i will not .. now love, collect yourself ..see i am here in your arms "

 forth loose their hug and looked at beam reaching his hands to swipe each and every tears beam was shedding .. promising to himself to make sure not to make his beam cry anymore..

and then both of them holding each others hand walked down the asile and moved to forth's parents .. 

 both parents blessed them  

and beam looked at sam saying thank you with his eyes and sam replied with same smiling eyes .. supressing his own missery ...

"can i have dance ?"   forth asked beam  with a gental men style .. not aware of the new strom coming to his life 

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You know I got fever and now it have reached my legs...  And now I feel like they got stuck on a point and dam its hurt

wait for the strom ..

this is not the ending ..

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