This is the present time from froth..
Forth's P. O. V
"morning p" greeted Sam... My fiance..
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I smiled at him and pecked his cheek....
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He blush "tch" I chuckled.
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"you know what Sam, you should get used to it now... How long we are in relationship huh??? " he said nothing but blush more....
"okay I am going to office Sam I guess today I will be little late so plz don't wait for me okay?? " I said to him and while caressing his cheek...
He nodded but pouted.......
I sigh and cupped his face.
"what?? " I asked him....
"I will miss you p... Can you plz come little earlier " he asked me making a more longer pout....
"I'll try " I said and he come closer to me and tried to pecked my lips. I was looking at him ,,,he change his target and pecked my nose....
There, I smiled at him....
"I know p you still need some time and I am ready to give you " he is just perfect.....
I smiled at him and quickly left my room.....
Sam always understand me... I was hoping that maybe 'he' should also tried to understand me like Sam .....
But as months pass I stopped thinking that...... But it's all in my mind.... I know that somewhere deep in my heart I still wanted 'him' to understand me... But now it's too late I have already closed that door and locked it up.....
After I left 'him' ... I came here in USA and meet Sam......
I was broken but he build me again....
I was done but he remind me I am not.
I was dead but he told me no I am not..
I hated my self for being a bisexual but he said he will shave my eye brows if I ever say it again....
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I told him that I can't be loved but he proved me wrong by loving me...
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I might can't love him back instantly but I tried to start with friendship and see now I am his fiance......
He might not be my first or true love but he will be the person for whom I will always be loyal.......
I always feel happy and free when I am with my fiance but there is something...................which I can't explain...
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Pain With Regrets *complete*
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