Pain With Regrets *complete*

ch. twenty eight

I love bts Jimin in skirt..  He look hella hot..  It was like he's saying "fuck you toxic musclerity"   I want to see him in more skirts 😂😂😂  sorry...

If any of you don't know let me tell you that my favorite or you may say first fav  ship is forthbeam but the second ship is vmin...  And I prefer to ignore ghost ships and jikook , Taekook....  No offence but it ruin my ship so I try to ignore it not hate it..  I am an army so I can't hate any of them.....

Chant with me

Kim namjoon
Kim seokjin
Min yoongi
Jung hoseok
Park Jimin
Kim teahyung
Jenn junkook

BTS

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AUTHOR'S P.O.V

As forth left beam alone , he went inside his room and screams 

shouts ..

cursing 

sound of breaking things were heard clearly from his room 

but from beam's room it was silent ..  a pin drop silence maybe because he wasn't crying anymore or maybe he is tired  now  ...

minutes passed and the breaking sound from froth's room got stopped  but ..those screams are still loud ...

and it was clearly heard by the whole family when they came inside  the mansion  after returing from somewhere ...........

and it was Sam who ran to forth ....  he might don't show it but it  stabbed his heart  whenever he see forth's  crying ....

he ram inside the bedroom but it was locked .....

so he just opened  the door from his key and the screams were now turned into a wounded animal's cries ...

"P.............PHI"                    first sam wanted to call forth's name softly as he thought that forth me be hurt but he screamed when he saw the  strom in the bed room..

the bedroom looked like a storm has  passed through it ..

forth have already broken the tubelight of the room , the laptop of forth was thrown near the bathroom like a flying disc ...

all the clothes are now on floor and some are still on the wardrob  and the mirror was shattered into  thousands of pieces on the floor ..

sam could see pictures of his with forth and beam with forth tored from between ...

forth was also changed the position of the king size bed and now it was tilted diagonally ...

drops of blood was there too , few were dried  , few were still fresh 

and this make sam to look at forth's hand which is bleeding ..

it hurts him ... 

he have seen forth in his worst but he thought that forth will be okay now but looking at him sam could see that he lacked in his responsibility ..

Responsibility to shower forth with love ...

Responsibility to shower forth with the feelings ...

Responsibilitie to shower forth with haappiness 

which was not ceartinely his responsibility but a feeling that he wanted to show ... but he  failed ..

he failed badly ...

miserably .....

he is not beam ... he could never be beam to mend forth's  broken heart but there was time when he felt that maybe he could .....