Pain With Regrets *complete*

ch. twenty two

guys i have a question to  ask... tell me we call 20 as twenty and 21 as twenty one right ..

then why not 11  is called onety one ...

it's a serious question .... answer soon ..

I am sorry to unpublished it for some times... But pls help me to find a forthbeam story..

In that story forth beam are in university.. As usual forth is Engenearing moon..  They meet on the first day of uniform and dell for each other...  But didn't confess..  Beam never visit the auditorium with pha kit and kit made up his own story that pha like engineering moon..  Which was not true because he just respect forth so much..  And when beam find out that pha like forth he back out but for not long because forth scolded him..  It's kind of cliche but little twist of pha..  Please help me find that story.   If find please send it to me.  Please

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forth's P.O.V 

I was still in  bathroom when  suddenly my eyes fell on the timing of my phone it's already 6:05 p.m and then i remember pha asked me  to come in his room ...

i huriddley stood up and washed my face , i made sure to hide each and every pic of beam from my phone and to change my password ...

yeah i still use beam's birthday as my password ..

Sam  never used my phone so he never knew about this ...

i quickly made my way to pha's room..

"p "   i heard sam calling me ..

"yes samy "  i replied and again saw him blushing .. i don't think that he will ever get used to  my enderements calls ..

"p , i made this for you na .. try this please "       he said while holding a sandwich in front of my eyes ..

" really ... sweety it looks delicious ..aaa"                        i opened my mouth in front of him to feed me  ...

and he shyly feed me ...

as i chew it my eyes flew open cause it's mind blowing ...

"bab..e i..ts soooo delicious .. "      a huffle as i am still chewing 

"really p"  

"yes "      

"thank you na p "    

"okay babe i need to  meet pha na.. but please save two for me to  eat later ...please "    i said with my hands clappings together ..

"p , you don't need to please me .. of course i will"

"thank you na... see you in few minutes"                                  and then i went   to pha's room ..

not knowing that someone was looking at me and sam  with teary eyes ......
Suppressing the pain as best as he could

wayo opened the door for me ..

"hello guys "  

"hey forth you are still late "     commented pha ..

"you still didn't get used to it ai'pha"    kit spoke out too

"what .. stop scolding me .. don't forget that you all are in my house right now "                i  said  while glaring at them..

" okay  mister head hazer .. stop behaving the owner of bat in gully cricket   "   and everybody laughed at it but not me .. this joke is bad ...

((a/n ;   in India this is litteraly like a rule .. whoever brings the bat in gully cricket will get the bating first and rules  will be modified as he\she want .. and the limit cross when he\she gets out then they behave like 2 years old kid and will say  'i am going , i have to study '   which indirectly means if i am out then i am going home with my bat .. no bat no game .. story end... tsk  tsk ..kids  ))

"here take time "               they handed me a can of coke .. of course mom will kill us if she found out that we have brought beers in 'our home'...

"thanks .."

"you know what i wanted to ask to you ai'forth "    pha asked as i saw kit tucking his shirt ..

"ask pha  . i guess i am ready "    i answered  ... if  not now then one it has to be ..

'

"how's you "   asked wayo first ..

i smile appeared to my  face when i answered him    "as you see yo , better    . it's not a doubt that i am happy with all the people around me now .. they make  me happy

(( a/n  if only that same question was asked to beam once..  Sigh))
 

"how's you  all"     i asked when i saw that they all are satisfied by answer ..

"we are all  same .. same crackheads "      answered ming ..

"and he "     i asked again ..

"say 'he' name first "     said pha ..

"oaky ... how's  beam "            i asked again ... and  my all practise worth it ..

"as you left him .. he changed forth"    kit said before  ming could speak ..

"how ..????????????"     i asked again...

"thats on you to find forth ...talk to him"     said pha and continued to speak..

   

AUTHOR'S P.O.V

 'i am tired now too... and  tonight i am going to talk to my bff .... i left him for a long time already.. it hurts me to see beam like this .. i know i first started it to make him realise his mistake but now my friend needs me more then before ... if i leave  him behind now .. then i don't think that i can bring the old beam back ever..'              THOUGHT PHA 

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