It's been four years since forth start courting beam..
It's been one year since he stopped courting beam..
It's been one year since beam understood his feeling for forth....
It's been six month since forth start dating someone else...
It's been on...
Okay this chapter is Beam's past p. O. V and in present remember he's still in parking lot with those two thugs...
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Beam's P. O. V
Flashback
I am still not recover with what happen ... I thought pha and kit will be on my side... That they will be happy that I cleared him that I don't love him....
But why every time I close my eyes all I can see I forth's crying eyes...
What was that......
His eyes asked me to say that it's not true... But why???
His eyes showed that he is hurt.... But why??
I was have always told him that I am not interested in him....
Pha and kit haven't talked to me regarding to the incident..
I was hurt I didn't thought that pha and kit will hate me...
I felt hurt when wayo walked out from me.
I felt hurt when Ming said that he don't know me anymore..
I still feel hurt... I haven't seen forth after that day....
Yesterday when he left after that no one have seen him.....
(( author's note.... Friends Remember that when lam and park took him home. He get exhausted and slept for three days straight so this is the reason no one knew anything about his presence))
"I want to see you forth" I murmured to myself.....
I was angry at that time....
First I was irritated with the work load and then forth started to irritate me...
And I just lost my control and lashed out at him.......
After I cool down when pha and kit left....
I saw too many notifications of my social media...
I was lost after seeing them....
It was recording of me and his fight.....
Now I focus oh him.....
I can see what shit I have created....
If it was not me then I am dam sure that he and engineering will have chopped me into pieces.....
I want to talk.... I need an advice.... I need to tell what I am feeling.....
But to whom there's one....
I grabbed my phone and left my room........
After minutes of walking I found my self standing in front of engineering faculty.........
