It's been four years since forth start courting beam..
It's been one year since he stopped courting beam..
It's been one year since beam understood his feeling for forth....
It's been six month since forth start dating someone else...
It's been on...
"what are you doing here beam " i asked as beam look different ...so lost that i can't see the word call emotions in his eyes.......
"oh forth " he said when he noticed me , his voice have become more deeper , than ever . something broke inside me but it only last for a second ....
"i .err....... i wanted to talk to you .." i finally said it
"i am here forth , i am here to listen you just say what you want " he said while giving me the clearly most perfect chance ...
" let sit first " he nodded and we both sat down on the floor while the railing of roof touching our back ... i took a seat beside him leaving a comfortable gap ....
when we both settle down i looked at him and just the guilty felling came to me and i said
"come" i opened my arms for him to come and like a doll he quickly hide his small , fragil body in my long arms ..
he was practically sitting on my laps and his chest rest on my lap ....
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"say it forth ... be quick... i can't handal it more " he said i felt him trembled a bit but he quickly calmed himself again
i know he need strenght to hear what am i going to say so i tighten my arms more around him and for a second burried my nose in his soft hairs ......
"i had sex with sam " i said the truth ...
"i know you both were too loud so i came to the rooftop ..." he answered , so he knew
"i heard everything about what happened to you in the past year " i confessed
"everything ???" he looked up with his cute eyes , he looked like a cute hurt puppy
"yeah ... and one more thing beam you are not dirty " i stated the truth and tightened myarms again..
"b..bu..but they.........touched me every where and their seeds inside me ....it's dirty ..they are dirty . i am dirty " i felt beam shivering under me ..
"shh beam .. shhh .. yes they are dirty , but not beam ... beam is not dirty , forth still see beam how perfect he is " i told him and looked like it works when after few tears he realaxed again ...
there was a complete silence until beam spoke again
"i saw you and came back " he said but i didn't understand ...
