Pain With Regrets *complete*

CH NINETEEN

BEAM'S P.O.V

'my beamie , my cutie , my sweet , my love ' from them our  relation have come to just a 'hi' and 'a hello' and why would he ever use those name for me ever again .   tsk  when he did , i never gave a dam and now when he's  not then it hurts  me  more ...

and when he called sam sweetie and cutie it hurts more ...  More then my own demon who is laughing loud on my pity self...

"ok forth aren't you going to introduce sam officially "              i looked around and found park and lam ...

So they are here too ,i didn't notice them coming maybe because i was too busy looking at sam and his boyfriend ...... 

no its fiance 

hmm .... sorry       .......................i said  to myself ...

"oh yes, hey everyone .. meet  my boyfriend , my fiance and my soon going to be husband "              he introduced sam   to all us like sam is rare golden trophy ...

i remember he once tried to introduce me like this too but i was too foolish that at that time i only glared at him and told everyone hes joking ...

"   and yes guys   ............ lets go from there or mom will come here herself ... she calling me repetedly ...."           said forth and everyone moved ....

I felt someone walking beside me ...  i turned to find ming....

after a year ....  after a year ming came to me with a smile....

we both were behind everyone and we had a lot of distance from others too...

"p forth is doing good "       i heard him... he was still looking ahead of us ..  my eyes were becoming watery again...

It's been so long that ming talked too me ...

" hmmm he is  "         i answered .

" he look happy too"        i turned to look at ming and then the soon going to be husbands too ... forth was resting his hand on sam's waist and while sam had an adorable smile and  eyes to forth ..

"hmm he is indeed happy "      i answered 

" he deserve to be happy "      and this time i sensed something serious in ming's tone 

" you already got your chance p .... don't reiune  sam's too "               i know what ming meant from those words .. understood his silent request or i may say his threat ...

and  then ming ran forwards too caught up with his boyfriend ...

kit turned to me when he saw ming with him ..

i smiled at him  ... and without any response kit turned again caughting up with others ...

kit and pha may don't say anything to me but there eyes do...

they both may not smile at me again now but their eyes do..

they may not care for me anymore now but i know their heart still do  ...

i just need to wait little more ..   More until they pity me ..

just die and see  everyone will give you the attention you want including forth.. 

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------    short but its ok .. right ??????

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